"AUTUMN!!!" Autumn ran down the stairs, followed by Jack. Kara was on the floor, wriggling around and clutching her stomach. Tom was beside her, concern visible on his face.
"What happened?!"
"I don't kinow. She just collapsed and started gasping for breath!"
"Fuck!" Autumn knelt beside Kara and moved her hands away from her stomach. Kara screamed, almost shattering the windows.
"STOP! IT HURTS! STOP IT!!!"
"I'm trying! I'm trying!" Tears streamed down Kara's face while sweat streamed down Autumn's.
"Jack, you gotta help. You're a healer. C'mon." Jack knelt beside Autumn and pressed his hands to Kara's stomach. A bright glow peeked from his hands and disappeared. Kara went on screaming.
"It's not working. I don't know what's wrong, but the pain won't stop. It's killing her!" Kara's screams stopped and they all looked down. Where she had once been, there was nothing, but an outline.
"SHIT!"
"What the hell happened?!" Bill was running down the stairs, blood running from his neck and trickling from his mouth. He was clutching his side and blood spurted through his fingers.
"Bill, what happened?!" Autumn was by his side and peeling away his fingers before he could reply, but when he started to talk, she shut him up.
"You can't speak. Just write it down."
"No!" With these words, blood was spat. Autumn wiped the blood from her cheek and grimaced. Bill looked as if he would pass out at any moment.
"Arg! Fine. Tell me!"
"Thank you! So, I was just upstairs and if you would have been able to hear, there was an explosion."
"E-explosion?!"
"Yeah. The whole wall is fucking blown out!"
"How the hell did you get hit?!"
"This fucking knight, no joke, was just there and,well, lets just say 'sword'."
"Oh. Let Jack clean and dress it!" Jack stepped forward and started examining the wound. Autumn sighed and walked back to where her sister had been.
"Where could she have gone?"
*Kara's Pov*
I screamed and continued screaming, my eyes tightly shut.
"Shut up! Geez, you wanna bust my eardrums?!" I opened my eyes and stared at the guy in front of me. He was scowling and his fangs were sliding from in between his lips.
"Where am I? And who are you?"
"Well, you're quite the demanding one."
"Tell me who you are and where I am or I'll rip you to fucking shreds."
"Ooooh, I'm so scared. I'm Daniel and you're in the, uh, well, let me just say that you were taken here by the Executioner. You must have done some scary shit."
"I didn't do anything!"
"Then you wouldn't be here." I glared at Daniel and looked around the place. It was a small cell, only a couple of feet across. There was a bed, table and a chair. I moved to sit up and was jerked back to the floor.
"Yeaaah. Forgot to mention that you were shackled to the floor."
"Shackled?!"
"Yeah. Y'know, those large metal handcuffs that clink." I shot him another glare and tilted my head back. Sure enough, I was shackled to the damn floor.
"Well, shit."
"Ha, you're actually pretty lucky. They left me free and I already want to tear my own head off." I raised an eyebrow and Daniel sighed.
"Look, I just try to make conversation with my cell-mates. It gets pretty lonely in here."
"Oh, boo-hoo."
"Wow, you're a tough lady."
"Yeah. Now, go talk to the wall or something."
"Sadly, I can't because it won't talk back. I've tried."
"You mean it's ALIVE?!" Daniel burst into laughter, rolling around on the floor and holding his stomach. It died down after awhile and when he found me unamused, he actually blushed.
"Sorry. And yeah, it is. Never underestimate these cells. I found a talking rat before."
"Ewww. Can't you like unshackle me?"
"No."
"Do you have the key?"
"Yeah."
"What if I have to piss?"
"You're shit outta luck."
"Well, damn."
"Yeah, it sucks. The guard will probably be here in ten minutes."
"Uh..."
"No worries. It's to take you to the kitchen. And maybe the bathroom."
"Hey..." I looked up, startled. Tom was leaning against the door frame.
"H-hi!"
"How are you feeling?"
"Uh, tired, but God. I was thinking, though, that I could go visit some of my old friends."
"I think that would be good for you. Do you need me to drive you there, or can you go alone?"
"I can go alone!"
"Alright." Tom walked fully into the room and I felt a sense of suffocation.
"Um...I'm just gonna go now. I'll see you later! Bye." I rushed past him and down the stairs. In the car, I realied how stupid it was. I was running from coming into contact with him, when I knew, that he would never hurt me. And if he did, it would only be my feelings and he would apologize for it. There was a knock on my window. I jumped back and glared at Autumn. I rolled down the window and opened my mouth to speak, but she cut me off.
"Kara, Aidan said he wants your ass over his place. He hasn't seen you in forever."
"I was just about to go there."
"Alrighty. Bye."
"Bye!"
"Love you." I froze. I couldn't remember the last time before the rape that Autumn had said 'I love you' first. Without returning the words, I started the car and drove off. Yet, instead of going to Aidan's, I found myself driving to the cluster of trees. The cluster of trees that was my safe haven. I parked the car and ran to the largest tree there, stting down and letting the tears fall. Honestly, I had no clue why I was crying. Maybe it was just all the tears gathered up from everything that had happened to me. I stopped crying when my eyes stung harshly and my breath was just a short gasp. My back ached from sitting against the tree, while my legs had gone numb. I got up on my knees and fell forward, barely catching myself from doing a full face-plant into the ground.
"Agh! Damn!" I twisted around and grabbed my leg, trying to massage the feeling back into it.
"Kara?" I yelped and fell backward, my head smacking against the ground. Black dots flew in front of my eyes nad I groaned.
"Oh shit! Kara!" I felt hands on my face and the dots cleared. I found myself staring into the large blue eyes of Aidan.
"I'm sorry. Are you okay?"
"Yeah." Aidan grabbed my hands and pulled me to my feet. I leaned against him until the feeling was back in my legs.
"Good. Now, let's go!"
"Where?!"
"My house, silly. We're gonna pig out on pizza and junk food while watching sappy romance movies." I gave him a questioning look. He opened his mouth and then closed it, waiting for me to ask the question.
"Are you gay?" Aidan's eyes widened and he seemed utterly shocked.
"That was not what I was expecting!"
"Well, are you?"
"Uh...do I have to answer the question? Can't I just plead the fifth or something?"
"No. Now answer it." Aidan grumbled, but I knew he would answer me.
"Yes."
"Awww...do you have a boyfriend?"
"Yes. And don't say 'awwww, do you cuddle?'!"
"Fine. Let us go watch sappy romance movies."
"Yay!" He smiled and we started towards my car.
"Hey, didn't you drive here?"
"No. I walked."
"Oh." On the way to Aidan's house, it was completely quiet. As soon as we were inside, though, we were both a bustle of moevement. I was in the kitchen, grabbing the food and drinks, while Aidan was flipping through all forty-five romance movies he owned.
"Maid In Manhattan?"
"Nah."
"A Walk To Remember?"
"Are you trying to kill me with that shit?"
"Sorry! ElizabethTown?"
"YES!"
"Alright." I ran into the living room, food and drinks in hand, and plopped onto the couch.
"I hope you don't mind me going ga-ga over Orlando Bloom."
'I do it too. He is sooo sexy."
"Wow. My former straight friend is now in total love with Orlando Bloom. And since your gay, does this mean I can talk about guys with you?"
"Sure."
"YAY!" The movie started and so did the comments about Orlando Bloom. Right as the credits were rolling, my eyes drifted shut and I felt Aidan pulling away to lay me down. I muttered a 'thank you' and fell asleep.
Well, let's see! I have decided that I may not write my third fan-fic after all. Blame it on loss of fans. May I say that it is seriously fucked up that after I began writing a Tokio Hotel fan-fic, everyone else seemed to do it. Forgetmyaffliction, I know you wrote your fan-fic about the same time as me! So, this isn't to you. My sister, Autumn or hottiecall911, started a fan-fic, one I urged her to do, and now I believe that all the fans who read our fan-fics, wrote their own and now have no time for ours. I'm kinda sick and tired of it too. I do not write and write to have a measley three or four people read the damn fan-fic! I do appreciate all that do read it, I honestly do. I am very glad that I have at least some fans.
So, third fan-fic may not be out! And I am really pissed off. I was just thinki9ng it through adn realized, it's happening all over again. I don't write fan-fics and stories on my other accounts because of LOST FANS! I quit writing on petesahottie. I had lots of fans in the middle and then the fan-fics reached a certain chapter and just to get reaers, I HAD TO PUT FANS IN THE STORY! That is pure and utter bullshit!
I want to just throw and break things right now. I am sooo in debt to those who read my stories, honestly. I bet you have noticed this too, though. And if you hadn't then maybe you'll notice it now!
One more thing! You comment and buzz. Just buzzing is not cutting it. Yes, I am very picky about this. Forgetmyaffliction, it's okay if you don't comment because I know you still read my stories. Other people, besides Farfora, Forgetmyaffliction, and Candlelight, MUST comment AND buzz. Or I will most definately end all of my stories, call it quits and just delete the damned account.
I may seem like a bitch, but it's only because I'm pissed. Maybe if things were a little better, I'd be a little nicer.
Thanks for all who read this and are cooperating. The others who skimmed and don't give a shit, GO FUCK YOURSELVES!
I may be posting a new story soon. I have a very good idea of how the story will go. Like, I said, I may be posting it. Don't know yet. I am extremely busy with school and homework. I don't write in a few weeks, well, you're just gonna have to wait until I write. Don't start asking when I'm going to start writing again, please don't. When you say 'post more soon' that doesn't boher me. The whople question asking thing does, though. I will write when I feel like it. If I'm coming off as a total bitch right now, get the fuck over it. So...if you want to know what my new story is about...ASK ME! And then I will post it in a journal. I'm also thinking of ending A Bet Towards Love. Something dramatic though. I can't have three stories going on at the same time. That's why I end one and begin another. If you have time, check out my other buzznet accounts.
1. petesahottie-I have many fanfics on this. They are mainly about Panic! At The Disco and Fall Out Boy and My Chemical Romance. A little of The Academy Is.. too. Just copy the name and search in people and I'll be there. I also have poems on there. And this was when I was in love with P!ATD.
2. xaudreyxladybugx-I have a story on there. And when I say story, I mean story, not some fan-fiction. It has only 4 chapters right now. I haven't updated on there in awhile. Just go read stuff on there though.
"Argh!" Autumn grabbed her phone and pressed the 'Accept' button.
"Hello?"
"Autumn! Kara's in the hospital! Something really really bad happened and you need to get down here because sh-"
"Whoa, whoa. Slow down! Kara's in the hospital?!"
"Yes."
"Alright. I'll be there in ten minutes."
"Okay. She was in Ireland and they brought her back and now...now it's just all fucked up." She could tell Tom was about to burst into tears, which he hardly ever did.
"Hey, calm down. I'll be there. Just don't do anything stupid." Autumn ended the call and jumped off the bed, running out of the room ad down the stairs.
"ELLIE!"
"GAH!" A large thump followed the startled sound and Autumn rushed to the piano.
"I have to go. My sister is in the hospital."
"Okay. Your car is fixed."
"How?"
"I fizxed it."
"Oh, duh. Right. Well, bye! I'll come back and visit. I promise."
"Alright, sugar. Buh-bye!" Autumn rushed out of the house and slid into her car. Her breath was coming out in short gasps by the time she pulled up to the hospital. Bill was waiting outside and when he saw her, he stood up and walked towards her. Wrapping his arms around Autumn, Bill pulled her against him. She had held back the tears, but now, she started crying. They walked into the hospital together and found Tom, sitting and staring at the wall, his face wet with tears.
"Tomi?" He turned and hurried to hug Autumn. She moved her hand up and down his back, soothing him as he sobbed.
"If only I hadn't gotten mad at her when she told me! If only."
"Shh. It's okay. She's okay."
"No. She isn't. T-the b-b-baby is g-gone." Autumn pulled back, shocked.
"Just exactly what happened to her."
"She was beaten and....and..."
"Tell me!"
"RAPED!" Tom collapsed into sobs again and Autumn broke down as well.
"Ms. Donovan?" She looked up and the doctor smiled reassuringly.
"Your sister is fine. Bruises and cuts, but she is fine. Well, physically fine. We won't know how much this has affected her until she has woken up." Autumn nodded, as if dismissing the doctor, but he stood his ground.
"Looking back on her records, this has happened before. Correct?"
"Y-yeah."
"Well, I must tell you, now, that the boy who found her, Lee he said his name was, told me she would not stop saying a certain name."
"What name?!"
"Jeremy."
"THAT BASTARD! I'm going to rip his throat out. That goddamn fucking prick. How dare he do this to her again! How dare he!"
"Ms. Donovan, calm down. I reassure you that Jeremy is still in Ireland, probably with the police."
"You wouldn't know that."
"No, I wouldn't, but if that boy, Lee, had any good sense, he would have turned him in."
"Yes. Lee is a good boy. He's always helped Kara. Always."
"Yes, we-" A nurse came out of the room and whispered in the doctor's ear.
"Oh, it seems she is awake. You may go in and see her now. If you like." Autumn nodded and pushed past the doctor. Kara was lying in the bed, machines whirring and beeping around her.
"Hey."
"H-hi." Autumn sat in the chair next to the bed and took Kara's hand in hers.
"I'm sorry." Kara looked over at her, fresh tears in her eyes.
"Why? You didn't do anything."
"That's the point. I should've gone with you instead of staying here. I didn't think of Jeremy still being there. I am so sorry."
"I-it's okay, sissy. I'm okay." Autumn burst into tears and Kara wiped them away.
"No, you aren't okay. I know you're not. Why does the world pick on you?"
"If I had the answer, I wouldn't ask that question everyday." Autumn laughed and kissed Kara's hand.
"You know I love you, right? And that I would do anything in the world for you?"
"Yeah. I love you too."
"Ms. Donovan, there are many visitors for her."
"I'm going. I'll see you later, I promise. You call for me, I'll be here in a flash."
"Okay." Autumn walked out and pointed to Tom, who shook his head. But Autumn wasn't having any of that. She pulled him up and pushed him into the room. He skidded to a halt. Right in front of Kara.
"Hi, Tomi."
"H-h-hi."
"Come here." Tom walked over and Kara opened her arms wide. He leaned down and pulled her up, slowly, as if giving her time to say no. But she didn't. She circled her arms around his neck and held on. Tears leaked down Tom's face again and Kara felt them on her gown.
"I love you Tom."
"I love you too. I'll never get mad at you again."
Kara looked around warily. The streets were deserted, lamplights busted or just not working. Why did I choose this way to walk? I'm so friggin stupid. No one was out at this time and Kara had the feeling something bad was going to happen. It's just a feeling though. Right?!
"Hey! Wait up!" Kara turned and saw Elesia running towards her.
"Oh, hi."
"You left so fast I couldn't catch up."
"Sorry." Kara looked down and kicked at a rock with the scuffed toe of her converse.
"No biggie. Man! That teacher was a evil bitch!"
"I know. Can you believe how much fuckin' homework she gave us? I just got back from Ireland!"
"Yeah. She needs to give us a break. She's just jealous because our boobs are still where they're supposed to be!" The two broke out into giggles. Then, suddenly, they stopped and stared ahead of them.
"Uh...hello?" Five of the school's star football players stepped into the lamplight's circle.
"Why, hello ladies. Looking delicious tonight." And that's when Kara started to panic. Her chest constricted and her lungs closed, cutting off any oxygen that would reach the opening. She was gasping for air. And all because of those words. No, no, no! I will not pass out! Not like last time.
"Kara! Hey, girl, breathe!" Elesia hit her friend on the back a couple of times and she started to breathe normally again.
"What got into you? It's just the dumb jocks!"
"I dunno. Something just floated to the surface." She looked at the jocks and saw they were staring at the ground.
"Sorry we scared ya. We honestly didn't mean to."
"Yeah. It's al-AIDAN!" Kara ran and hugged the slender boy standing in the back of the group. He blushed and gave her a brief squeeze before pulling back.
"I missed you sooo much! How have you been?"
"Uh, good."
"And since when do you, boy who wears eyeliner and converses, play football?"
"I just started this year. My parents forced me. It isn't so bad though." Kara scrunched her nose up at this and turned to scan the rest of the boys. They were all people she had been a friend to, until they had traded friendship for a cheerleader. Kian, Rayne, William, and Alexander. All my friends, or rather, used to be friends. Maybe. Or maybe they still are my friends. Ahhh, confusing myself!
"Hi, guys!"
"Hey, Kara. Really are sorry we scared you. We kinda forgot about the whole past thing."
"Like I said, no worries, Alexander. You still going strong with uh...what was it again?" Alexander laughed, which turned into a snort of laughter. Alll the others burst out laughing and when they stopped, they had no clue what they had laughed at in the first place.
"Oh! Her name is Megan. And, no. We broke up about seven-ish weeks ago."
"Ah. How about you, Willy-Bear?"
"Don't call me that. And, yes. I'm still single."
"Figures. Girls will never realize how cute you are. All those freckles should attract the girls. And if not, your sweetness should." He blushed.
"Shaddup!" Kara stuck her tongue out and tilted backwards when Aidan tugged on her hair. She turned towards him and raised her fist, shaking it at him.
"Ma Property! Touch it an' I shoot ya wif ma shotguuun!" They guys and Elesia burst out laughing again. Kara smiled and promptly sat on the ground in the circle of light.
"Soo? All the others, give me details. The Kara wants to know!"
"Uh, not much has been going on in my life. Same old shit that happens day-in, day-out."
"Oh, soooo, um, what's been happening with you, Kian?"
"Och, no' much. My mam says 'hallo' by the way."
"Well, then. How come you haven't got a girlfrined?"
"I do no' know."
"Uh. They should be falling all over that Irish accent. It's too cute." Kara and Elesia giggled.
"What's up with all this giggling?!"
"Sorry, Aidan! I just got back from Ireland, bad vacation, and I need some laughter in my life. Apparently, that's you guys. You brighten up my rainy day."
"Awww, you're so sweet." All the guys pulled her up and hugged her. Even Elesia, who really wasn't a hug person.
"I love all you guys. Honestly."
"And we love you too!" The hug tightened and Kara felt her chest constrict again. She tried to pull away, but her body had lost all of it's strength. Her heart beat so fast it felt as if it would burst. The breaths she took were sharp and short. Gasps, really. Kara screamed and screamed. The pain in her body was unbelievable. She closed her eyes and then opened them at the sound of a familiar laugh. Then, a familiar voice.
"Little bitch."
"Whore. Stupid slut. Did you think you could just get away?" Spit flying onto her exposed skin. The tug on her hair. The hits deadly painful, their noises echoing off the walls of the alley. Kara's mouth opened in a scream again, but a kick to the stomach stole the air from her lungs. Tears ran down her face, making white streaks through the dirt and filth. The world wavered before her eyes and she let the darkness take her, finding comfort. Hours later, Kara came to, fresh tears pricking her eyes as the pain flowed back. Her bones ached, but she got to her knees. She could only crawl, though. And even then, her legs gave out and she had to wait for them to regain their strength.
"Uh...hello?" No answer. Autumn walked into the old, creepy house and looked around. It was clean, not one single speck of dust. Unfortunately, there wasn't one single person there, either. The heavy wooden door swung shut and Autumn heard the click of a lock. She ran to it and pulled on the handle, banging on the wood with her fist.
"Let me out!!!!"
"What the Hell?!" Autumn looked up at the landing of the stairs. No one stood there and yet, she was sure she had heard a voice.
"H-hello?"
"Yeah. What are you doing in my house?!"
"Uh....sorry. I was just looking around and my car broke down. I knocked on the door and it swung open." Silence greeted her words. Great. I'm talking to air because no one is ven living here. It's all my im-
"Alright. Well, there's a mechanic right down the road, but it's late and I doubt he is still there. You can stay the night here."
"Umm...I don't think that's such a good idea."
"Why not?!"
"Because I can't even see you."
"How can you not see me?! I'm standing right on the fucking landing!"
"Yeah, but all I see is a damn shadow before you."
"Well, what the fuck?"
"What the fuck, indeed." Laughter drifted down to Autumn's ears and she sighed.
"It's been a long time since I've met someone like you."
"Yeah. It's lonely up here. Everyone thinks the house is haunted."
"It is."
"Huh?"
"You live here."
"Right. I guess if you can't see me, it makes me a damned ghost." Autumn laughed.
"Guess so. Maybe I should go see if the mechanic is still there. He could be working late."
"Oh, not Jeremiah. He's a lazy man. He may fix your car and he'll fix it good, but it'll take him a few."
"You talk like you're old."
"I AM NOT OLD! I am nineteen, mind you."
"Nineteen? Wow. I'm seventeen."
"Young one. If you were older, you wouldn't have braved this house."
"Oh, really?" The ghost snorted at the cockiness in Autumn's voice.
"Really. The outside is creepy and if you met any people on the way, they would have told you this house is haunted by an axe wielding ghost."
"You wield an axe?"
"Certainly not. I hate violence. Besides, I'm not good with weapons. Then again, about the only thing I can do is cook and clean."
"Are you a girl?"
"No. I'm a guy. Can you not tell?"
"Your voice is awfully gentle and soft."
"Well, maybe I'm a girly guy."
"Are you gay?" Autumn sat in one of the armchairs and folded her hands in her lap, waiting for the reply. The sound of footsteps carried and the seat of the chair in front of her indented.
"Prolly. It doesn't seem that I'm drooling at the mouth for you."
"Oh, nice. Boosts my self-confidence a lot."
"Aww, don't feel so bad. You're a gorgeous girl."
"Maybe you've been sex deprived for too long." A snort of laughter and she felt the weight of a hand on her knee.
"Honey, when I said I was prolly gay, I mean that I was for sure gay. I haven't ever been attracted to a lady. Besides, if I wasn't gay, I don't see how I could be sex deprived. I'm a virgin." The hand moved away from her leg and she could tell the boy had stood up.
"Uh...too much info."
"Well, it's the truth. And I'm not a man of lies."
"How come all the sweet good guys are either dead or gay?!"
"Hey, not all of them are."
"I guess not 'cause my boyfriend is sweet and good."
"Who'd that be?"
"Bill Kaulitz. From Tokio Hotel."
"Oh. Good band and a good guy."
"You think so?"
"Course. And stop thinking that since I'm from three hundred years ago, I should have bad taste in music." Autumn blushed.
"Sorry."
"Want some tea?"
"Yeah, sure. Tea sounds good."
"Alrighty. Come in the kitchen with me?"
"O-okay."
"Don't be scared. I don't bite."
"Alright. Hold on." Autumn pulled out her cell-phone adn dialed Bill's number. She could feel the ghost's gaze on her as she quickly told Bill she'd be home late because her car broke down. When she finished, the ghost was impatiently tapping his foot on the wooden floor.
"Sorry, but I had to tell him. He freaks out if I'm not home from shopping by dark."
"Okay. Let's go."
"WAIT! What's your name?"
"Ellie."
"Hahaha...you have a girl's name!"
"Shaddup! What's your name?"
"Autumn."
"Ooooh, pretty."
"Ellie is pretty too."
"Yeah, for a girl not a guy."
"Aww, don't feel bad."
"Whateva." Ellie's footsteps receded into the kitchen. Autumn followed and the two proceded to make tea and tea cakes.
Eyecolor? Hazel with an inner ring of Gold and an outter ring of Dark Blue
Skin Color? I'm Pale
About You
What's Your Family Situation (Parents, Siblings, etc)? My parents are divorced. My dad is re-marrying. I have one brother and am about to have three step-sisters. I also have one fraternal twin sister.
Any Pets? Uh, my sister's dog.
If So What Are They? Tyson is a Boxer.
Favorite Relative? My sissy, Autumn.
Least Favorite Relative? My seven year old about to be step-sister. Christina
Political Affilation? Politics suck.
Love & Sex
Sexuality? I am Bi-sexual
Are You In A Relationship Now? No
If So, With Whom? I said I'm not!
For How Long? You piss me off.
Are You In Love? Yes.
Do You Have A Crush On Anyone? Course.
Ever Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex? Yeah.
How Old Were You When You Had Your First Kiss? I haven't had my first kiss yet.
Virgin? Duh.
If Not, How Old Were You When You Had Sex For The First Time? I AM A VIRGIN!
Was It Enjoyable? VIRGIN! VIRGIN! VIRGIN!
What's The Farthest You've Ever Gone? I haven't even been kissed yet. I was close to it though.
Where Do You Most Like To Be Kissed? I don't know. I'm so innocent.
Best Love Quote? There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. Or, To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Your Friends
Best? Alex
How Many Do You Have? Too many to count
More Guys Or Girls? Girls
Love Them All? Yes
Any You Wish You Were Closer To? Uh, Micah. She's really quiet.
Oldest? It's either Madalyn or Fallon.
Newest? Skye
Pen Pal? None
Friends And Words: Associate Them
Pen? Alex
Flower? Tori
Pink? Madalyn
Window? Fallon
Heart? Drew
Mother? Brittany
Bread? Madalyn
Insane? Fallon
Sunglasses? Skye
Pimp? Alex
Cross? Micah
Lonely? Micah
Car? Brittany
Music? Alex
This Or That
Boxers or Briefs? Briefs
Thongs or G-Strings? Thongs
Shorts or Pants? Pants
Shoes or Barefeet? Barefeet
Books or Movies? Books
Night or Day? Night
Dark or Light? Dark
Mountains or Beach? Mountains
Snow or Sun? Snow
Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi
Guys or Girls? Guys
Swim or Surf? Swim
For or Against
Gay Marriage? For
Abortion? Only if necessary
Bush Getting Re-elected? Against
Suicide? Uh...in bad situations, but there are better ways to get out.
War? Against
Pants? For
Clothes In General? For
Penises? Against. Boys only think with the little brain in their penis....
Favorites
Color? Black
Number? 13
Holiday? Christmas
Season? Winter
Movie? 300
Book? Pet Semetary. Stephen King
Magazine? Spin/Blender/Rolling Stones/Any music magazine
Food? Cookies!!!
Drink? Pepsi
TV Show? Fuse/Adult Swim
Song? Spring Nicht
Band? Tokio Hotel
Computer Game? Dungeon Seige
Video Game? Razes Hell
Anime/Manga? Inu-Yasha/Bleach/Gravitation
Shirt? Band t-shirts/Skull t-shirts/Anything that is black
Pants? Tripps/Jeans/Black Corduroy
Actor? Orlando Bloom
Actress? I don't know.
Singer? Skye Sweetnam
Flower? Lily
Scent? Vanilla Lavender/Jade Blossom
Animal? Kitty/Bunny/Bat
Cookie? Good old fashioned Chocolate Chip
The Future
Want To Go To College? Yeah
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up? Novelist
Want To Get Married? Of course
Want To Have Kids? Yeah
What Would Their Names Be? A Boy- Aidan Rayne A Girl-Ashling Dervla
How Many? 2
Where Do You Want To Live? Ireland or Germany
Where Do You Want To Get Married? I'm not picky.
How Do You Want To Die? Peacefully
More Stuff About You
Piercings? 2 in my right and left earlobes. 1 in my left cartilage
Tattoos? None. But I want 2
Smoke? No. I tried and got hooked a bit when I was 7.
Drink? No. One sip of beer at 4 and I was done.
Do Drugs? Hell no!
Skinny Dip? No.
Greatest Fear? Heights
Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate
Go To Church? No.
Religion? Atheist
Scars? I have one on my left knee where I tripped and this huge rock cut me deep. Seven stitches.
CDs Owned? 26. Maybe.
Collections? Nope
Like To Be Naked? Uh....No.
Ever Eaten Sushi? Yes. And it was very good.
An Entire Case Of Oreos? Yep.
Been On Stage? Yep. I almost threw up on it too.
Danced In The Rain? Yes. A million times.
Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex? Nooo. I have never been kissed.
Weirdest Dream? I was a bunny and then there was this other bunny and he said 'You so hot, you light a match.'
Best Dream? I was like 24 and Drew, my crush, was 25 and he told me he loved me....*Sighs*
"Yay! Faster! Run faster!" Bill laughed and started running down the sidewalk at a faster pace. Autumn was on his back, enjoying her piggy-back ride.
"Ugh."
"What, Autumn?"
"I think I just swallowed a bug! Ewwwww....ewwwww,ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! Bill, STOP! I gotta get down! EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!" Bill dropped Autumn onto her feet. She started brushing her tongue with her hand, glaring at Bill all the time.
"Stop laughing! It's not funny. Ewww...."
"Awww, it's okay."
"Yeah. I bet you wouldn't kiss me now, though."
"Sure I would."
"Even after I ate a bug?"
"Course. It's not like it's gonna hurt anything."
"Coo'. I love you." Bill smiled and pulled her against him.
"I love you too."
"Mmmf. Mm mmkin eead mmmmuuurtts."
"What?!" Autumn moved back and looked up.
"I said 'Yay. My fucking head hurts.' It's almost lunch time."
"You just ate three hours ago!"
"Well, it's almost lunch time. Twelve o'clock is the usual lunch time. Let's go!" She grabbed Bill's hand and pulled him into a diner. They got a table and ordered.
"You think Tom and Kara are okay?"
"Uhhhh....NO! Kara left today for Ireland. We were going to vacation together, but then I wanted to stay with you."
"You could have gone with her."
"I wanted to stay."
"Okay, okay." Their food arrived and they ate in silence. Autumn wiped her mouth and looked out the window. She gasped and Bill sent her a quizzical stare.
"Tom!" Bill whirled around in the booth, hitting his elbow and cursing. Then he too gasped. Tom was standing outside, holding hands with a girl who was certainly not Kara.
"Oh, that bastard." Autumn got up and stomped over to the door. Bill grabbed her arm before she could walk out.
"Just leave him alone."
"What?! Why?!"
"Because, Kara will find out and do far much worse. She loves him and you don't. If he sees her cry, he'll stop what he is doing. If you go out and yell at him, he'll do it even after Kara is crying, heartbroken."
"Fine." Tom walked away with the girl and Autumn sighed.
"I know. You would hate to see Kara heartbroken. Her heart will mend. I promise."
"Yeah, but I don't like seeing her cry. It tears me up inside."
"I know, I know. It'll be okay. I promise."
*In Ireland*
"Och, look who's back! Why are ye here, Ms. Donovan?"
"Business, Lee."
"Oh. I understand ye. Did that boy break yer heart?"
"No. I gotta go, Lee."
"Alright, Ms. Donovan. I'll see ye later." Lee waved as she made her way down the cobblestone path and she waved back.
"Hallo, Ms. Donovan." Ugh, not again.
"Jeremy, I told you. Don't talk to me!"
"Why?!"
"You know why."
"Oh, that little accident."
"It was no accident. Now, go away." Jeremy just stood there, looking at her.
"I don't see what you're so torn up about."
"YOU'D BE TORN UP TOO IF YOU WERE RAPED BY A BOY YOU CONSIDERED A DAMNED FRIEND!" Kara ran down the path, slamming her door open and shutting it again. She locked it and threw her stuff on the couch. If he talks to me one more fucking time....I'll kill him. She ran up the stairs and flopped onto the bed, closing her eyes.
Sunrise, Sunset
My mind won't forget
The torture and pain
I put up with all those days
I loved you
I did
And yet, I seemed to miss
That love is a problem, not a solution.....
Memories of pain
Cease to fade
The darkness of breathing
Is tearing my soul
From it's resting
Ugh....Life IS shitty.
Kara yawned and looked at the clock. 2:35am. No one in the town would be up. She could go for a run. Pulling on her running outfit, Kara looked in the mirror. Her skin was almost snow-white, dark circles under her eyes. Ugh, what the Hell happened? Kara hurried out of the cottage and was surprised to see the answering machine blinking on her way out. I'll get it later. A run, to Kara, was an amzing thing. It gave you time to think, allowed you to breathe fresh, morning air, and you could always sing to yourself without being laughed at. Not for being bad, but just for singing while you ran. People just thougt it wasn't natural. Whatever. I'l sing if I want too. And she started singing. The birds started chirping and Kara smiled. Then,everything was quiet, scary quiet. An arm slid around Kara's waist and a hand covered her mouth.
"Don't even struggle. Or I'll kill you." Kara ignored his advice and bit down on his palm, tasting the coppery blood that flowed into her mouth. He jerked back and Kara turned around. Jeremy. She started to run.
"Bitch! Get back here!"
"Fuck you, asshole!" Her legs pumped faster and then she stopped. She was at the edge of a lake. And the only way across was to swim. Fuck it. Kara dove in and started swimming her way to the other side. When she lifted herself out of the water, Kara started shivering. Badly. She looked back and saw Jeremy swimming across. Goddammit. I thought that fucking ass couldn't swim. And was afraid of water. She backed away and whirled around, coming face-to-face with one of Jeremy's friends. He smacked her across the face. Hard enough to send her on her back. The pain in her cheek instantly numbed, but she couldn't stand. Jeremy was straddling her pelvis, locking his legs around her so she couldn't move.
"What the fuck do you want?!"
"What do you think?"
"Go to fucking Hell."
"Ooooh, feisty. Just how I like them."
"If you touch me, I'll scream!"
"Nobody is going to hear you."
"Wrong! There is a house right over there." Jeremy looked towards it and shrugged.
"Guess we can take it somewhere else!" He picked her up and slung her over his shoulder. Kara started to scream. Jeremy broke into a run and passed the door of the house just as it opened.
"What are you doing with my granddaughter?!" Jeremy skidded to a halt.
"Grandda?! He was going to rape me. Again."
"Jeremy Alex Davidson! I'll call your mama on you. She said if you been up to these things again, she'd have you behind bars."
"Oh, shaddup, old man. We were just playing. Having fun."
"Having fun! Yeah, Mister Donovan! That's all." Kara glared at Jeremy's friend.
"I hate you."
"Aww, sweetheart. It was just fun." He moved closer and placed his hand on her cheek. She turned and bit him.
"Bitch."
"Bastard!"
"Vin, that you?"
"Yeah, Mister Donovan."
"What are you doing playing around with Jeremy? You know he's a trouble-maker and you trying to rape my granddaughter would make you an accomplice. Both of you would go to jail. Jeremy, again."
"Bite me."
"Oh, boy, shut up and put her down." Jeremy dropped Kara and she landed with a thud. Kicking out, her foot met his pelvis. He dropped to his knees.
"Touch me, talk to me, just look at me, and I'll take your manhood and let the fishies have it." She hopped up and ran into the house.
"Boys! Get your sorry asses home. I'll file a police report the next time you do this. And I'll make sure you go to jail. Understood?"
"Yes, Mister Donovan."
"Good. NOW, GET OFF MY PROPERTY!" The boys ran off and started the truck, driving off as fast as they could.
"Kieran's!!!" Kara buried her face in the pillow and began sobbing. Autumn felt her heart clench. She had only seen her older twin cry twice in her whole lifetime.
"It's okay. Honest."
"No, it's not. How do tell Tom?"
"He'll understand."
"Why are you so optimistic?"
"Because, the bright side is better than the dark side." Kara turned over and looked at Autumn with tear filled eyes.
"You suck."
"Why?!!"
"Because now I think it's going to be okay."
"Oh. All you have to tell Tom is you're pregnant adn it isn't his."
"Fine, but if he gets mad, I blame it on you."
"Okay. Now let's go get ice-cream."
"ICE-CREAM!!!!" Kara hopped out of bed and rushed out of the room, latching onto Autumn's arm at the last minute and pulling her along.
"Ahhh!"
"NO RUNNING IN THE HOSPITAL!"
"Sorry!" They were out of the hospital doors and at the car before the nurse could tell them again to stop running.
"C'mon! I want ice-cream and I want it now!"
"Alright, alright. You are such a seven year old."
"And proud of it." Kara climbed into the car and Autumn started the car. Ten minutes later, they were holding their ice-cream and walking into the hotel.
"Yummy! I wuv vu, Autumn!" Kara hugged her sister and pressed the elevator button. The doors slid open. Tom was standing inside, leaning against the wall adn chattering away, in German, to a gorgeous girl.
"Agh! Autumn, HIDE ME!" Kara ducked behind Autumn, who was laughing hard enough that she started snorting. Tom was staring out the door, the girl staring too.
"S-sorry! Just remembering something from yesterday!"
"Okay. I could've swore I heard Kara."
"Nope! Not here!" Tom narrowed his eyes.
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah. Totally! Now, uh, I'm just going to take the stairs." Autumn edged towards the stairs, still facing the elevator. As soon as she was behind the door to the stairs, Kara sighed.
"Ahhh, why did you hide?"
"Because I didn't want to explain where I was all day and why my make-up is smeared."
"Ohz. Right." Autumn rubbed the smeared make-up off with her thumb.
"Thanks."
"No problems now. Let's go up to our floor."
"Okay. Hey, you think if we took a vacation, the guys would think something was up?"
"No. We deserve a vacation."
"Where to?"
"Ireland. Your home."
"Okay. Let's pack."
"Kay."
*Two Hours Later*
Kara stretched and lay on the bed. Everything was packed and they were leaving in two days. The door slammed open and Kara opened her eyes, cursing. It was pitch black.
"Tom?"
"Yeah." Kara looked at the clock. The red numbers glowed eerily. 3:46 a.m. I must have fell asleep.
"Why are you back so late?"
"I dunno." He sat on the bed and laid back.
"You do. You just don't want to tell me."
"Bullshit. I just came back late."
"Liar." Kara turned over and pulled the covers over her, ignoring the movement of the bed as Tom shifted to look at her.
"What do you mean?"
"You were drinking. No doubt with that skank."
"What the Hell?!" Kara turned back over, looking him directly in the eyes.
"Yeah. I saw her. You drank booze and probably screwed her!"
"I didn't! We had a couple of drinks. That was it. Why are you so fucking jealous?!"
"You think I would be jealous about a girl who wears enough make-up to be a clown?! You do! I can see it in your face. Wewll, I'M NOT! I have you, she doesn't. I love you. She doesn't. You love me, not her!" Tom snorted.
"Why are you doing this?"
"Doing what?"
"Being so bitchy. You never do this."
"I'm pregnant! Don't I deserve the right to be a bitch! Especially when I find out that you aren't the father!!" Kara froze. The words had left her mouth and were hanging in the air. Tom got out of the bed without a word. He walked down the all and slammed the hotel room door.
"I HATE YOU! IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT!" Kara collapsed into tears and curled into a ball.
*Morning*
Autumn made her way through the hall, knocking on the boy's doors.
"Hey, Gustie! Wanna go to breakfast with me?"
"Sure."
"Okay. You can bring Rachel! I'll just be getting the others up and see if they want to come!"
"Alright." He walked back into his room and she could hear him waking Rachel. Moving on to the next door, Autumn paused. This was Bill's door. He didn't like being woke up early. Oh well. What happens, happens. She tapped and the door swung open. Bill stood in his boxers, stifling a yawn. Waaaah! I miss this sight.
"Hi! Wanna go to breakfast with Gustav, Rachel, and me?"
"Sure, why not. Where were you the other day?"
"Kara is pregnant." Bill's eyes widened and his jaw dropped.
"Is it Tom's?"
"No. He's pissed right now. I was just in Kara's room and she is crying soooo fucking much. I'm going to kick your brother's ass. My twinny never crys unless it is important."
"Go ahead. He probably deserves it!"
"Hellz yeah. Uh, I though you two were tight?"
"Until he does something to a girl. Then it's just 'I can't believe he's so stuuupid'."
"Coolz. So, get some clothes on."
"Are we good?"
"Huh?"
"You and me. I didn't mean to upset you yesterday. I was just super curious."
"Ah, no. It's okay. And, by the way, I love you." Autumn walked down to Tom's new hotel room door and banged her fist on it. He opened it and glared at her.
"What do you want?!"
"Wanna go to breakfast?"
"Will Kara be there?"
"No. You fucked her up. She didn't even get to explain and you just walked out. Stuuupid ass."
"Shaddup. What'd you do to Bill?"
"I said I loved him. He's shocked. He'll get over it."
"Cool."
"Yeah. You realize I still want to kick your ass, right?"
"Yeah," He turned around. "Kick away." Autumn burst into laughter and kicked him.
"Owww! Did you have to kick so hard?!"
"Don't be a sissy boy."
"I'm not a sissy boy!"
"Yeah, you are! Sissy Boy, Sissy Boy," Autumn started running down the hallway, yelling. "TOM IS A SISSY BOY! TOM IS A SISSY BOY!"
Kara crouched behind the tree, sniffing. The bushes rattled and she looked towards them. I got you now. She leaped gracefully over the bush and grabbed the person's shirt front.
"What are you doing in my forest?"
"I-I...Oh God. I told him it wasn't good to come here and yet, we do. Ugh." Kara dropped him onto the gorund, confused.
"Huh?"
"Oh, um, Loki said to come here for our spell."
"You're casting spells on MY property?! Are you crazy? This place is filled with Rogues!"
"Rogues?"
"Vampires who follow their own damn rules. You know how they can't originally drain a witch because of the counsel?"
"Yeah."
"Rogues don't give a shit. They'll fuck you and feed from you. Male or female." The boy's eyes were wide with fear.
"I-I didn't know that."
"Well, you should have. Why are you casting spells?"
"Uh, long story. Can I just grab Loki and we can explain it all inside?"
"Sure."
"LOKI!!!" A cat came running through the forest and stopped in front of the boy.
"What?!"
"Holy Shit! That's Loki?"
"Yes, I'm Loki. You must be Kara Van Helsing. May we go inside?"
"O-of course." Kara bent to pick Loki up, but he darted past her and ran towards the house.
"Sorry. He doesn't like being picked up."
"Oh. C'mon." Kara grabbed the boy's hand and raced to the house. Whilst they were running, the forest was watching. A root upended itself and Kara fell face forward.
"Owww! Damn you!"
"I didn't do it!"
"I know. This forest is alive. Watch out, it plays tricks. It can shift around and get you lost. We will just continue straight and hit the house."
"May I ask why you have a living forest in your backyard?"
"It keeps the backyard tresspassers out."
"Oh."
"Yeah. Ow! I hate you tree."
"I didn't do anything." Something hard dropped and hit her head. She looked down and saw and apple. Suddenly, a million apples were all raining down from the trees.
"This is not 'The Wizard Of Oz'!"
"Ah, it is to us." Laughter echoed and Kara grabbed the boys hand again.
"We have to get out of here. Sometimes only a couple of trees do this, but once in awhile ALL the trees decide to have fun. Maybe we'll have luck on the rest of the way." But Kara knew that was soooo not true. And so, the trees, all of them, continued the act of dropping their apples and acorns. Apples hit exposed skin with stinging force, acorns fell into their shirts. And, suddenly, it all stopped. Kara skidded to a halt and looked around. The birds had stopped chirping, the sound of everything had ceased. The boy was looking towards the lake, fascinated and then, fascination was gone.
"Uh-oh."
"What?!" The boy, Kara really needed to learn his name, pointed to a great swirling vortex in the water.
"Shiiiit! Run." They started running away from the lake, heading back where they came. The sound of a horse's hooves on the dirt path echoed around them. Jumping into the bushes, they peeked out, watching a white horse and it's rider pass by.
"What was that?"
"Counsel member."
"And why was he here?"
"To take someone back to the Counsel. Shit."
"What?!"
"Here he comes again." The white horse trotted past and stopped. The rider swung down, looking around. He came close to the bush, parted the leaves, and Kara thought they were gonna die. Yet, he let the leaves go and rode back into the water.
"How come he didn't see us?"
"Cloaking spell."
"Oh. THANK YOU!" Kara threw herself at the boy and hugged him.
"You're welcome, Kara."
"Hey! If we're on a first name basis, what's yours?"
"Rayne."
"Ooooh, pretty." Rayne rolled his eyes and took her had.
"I'm just gonna teleport us to the house now."
"If you could do that before, why did you let the trees rain down their bearings on us?"
"I tried to teleport, but I kept getting hit in the head and lost track of concetration."
"Oh." One moment, she was looking at the cursed trees and the lake, the next, she was sitting in her living room, looking at Loki.
"Ah, I see you made it back."
"Yeah. With a couple of bruises and scares."
"What happened?" Kara looked up to see Autumn, leaning against the door jamb.
"The trees decided to drop their bearings."
"You got attacked by trees?"
"Yes. And, the Enforcer is here."
"What?!"
"Yes. If it wasn't for Rayne, I would be dead. Or something worse."
"Oh, God! Why is he back?"
"I don't know. It's not like I walked up to him and said 'Hey mister Enforcer, who kills and tortures vampires who have wronged, why are you here?' I couldn't do that!"
"I know, but is it for you? Or me?"
"Or both of us? Maybe because we shared information with humans."
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"Ack! I hate hospitals!!!" Autumn looked at her twin in exasperation. Kara had asked her to come along, for she was sick and it really didn't seem like the flu.
"Alright. Miss Donovan?"
"Me!" The doctor smiled.
"I'm Dr. Ricardio. I'll just go through a few questions and we'll get started. When did this start?" Kara blushed and looked down. She mumbled and Dr. Ricardio asked her to repeat the words.
"About a week ago. I thought it was just slight food poisoning from those oysters, ewwww, but it hasn't gone away."
"Okay. Now, have you been vomiting, having dizziness, loss of appetite, etc.?"
"Yes."
"So, not the flu. Well, it has to be something else. Are you taking any medication?"
"Only my depression pills."
"Alright. These may be causing some of the symptoms. I'm going to get personal for a minute. When was the last time you had sex?" Kara didn't even flinch. She knew this question would come around and had braced herself.
"Four weeks ago."
"Switching of partners?"
"Absolutely not."
"So, your boyfriend is the only one you slept with?"
"Well, my ex-boyfriend. I have a new boyfriend, but we haven't slept together."
"Lack of a period this month?"
"A-actually, yeah."
"Okay. I'm going to run a few tests now. All I need is for you to give me a urine sample, actually."
"Um...alright." Dr. Ricardio handed her the cup and walked out of the room.
"Eh, you have to pee in a cup."
"What if I just tell him I can't pee?"
"He'll run more tests."
"Damn. Fine. C'mon 'cuppy', we have some peeing to do." Kara walked into the bathroom and walked out five minutes later.
"Holy Hell! That's a lot of piss."
"I know."
"Hmmm, I'll take that for you, hun." Kara jumped and looked at the nurse that had suddenly appeared.
"Oh, God. Thank you. Here." She handed the cup over and sat back on the bed. Dr. Ricardio came in after a long while, his face grim.
"Uh....."
"I'm just going to tell you straight out. You're pregnant!"
"WHAT?!" Kara fell back on the bed and closed her eyes.
"We're just going to go ahead and do the DNA test and see who this baby belongs to."
"O-ok." After they were finished taking the DNA, the nurses asked if Autumn and her were hungry.
"Yeah. Kara, I'll go get us something."
"Kay!" Autumn walked out of the room and returned twenty minutes later. Kara was curled into a ball.
"Sorry, they didn't have your favorite chips, but I got your second favorite." She could see Kara nod, but something wasn't right. That's when she saw the DNA test results lying on the table. Autumn walked around to Kara and saw she was crying. Well, not really crying, but huge tears were rolling down her cheeks.
Bill rolled out of his bunk with a groan. Why does everything hurt so much? He stood up, noticing the bus door wide open. What the Hell?
"Hey, Autumn?"
"What?" She poked her head out from the bathroom and stared at him.
"Uh, why is the bus door open?" Autumn didn't answer, but continued staring at him. Then, she burst out laughing, startling him.
"What? What?!"
"Your hair!" And then she was laughing again, Bill glaring at her. He walked over to the bathroom door and looked in the mirror. His hair was sticking up everywhere, yet not how he usually wore it.
"Oh. Damn!" Bill reached past Autumn and flicked on the water, wetting his hands and slicking his hair down.
"Happy?"
"Ah, thank you. I would've died from loss of oxygen if you hadn't. And the door is open because we're at the hotel and the other dudes left it open."
"Did you seriously just say 'dudes'?"
"Yeah. Got a problem with it?"
"Nope. Just wondering if you're the same person or someone snatched your body while your were sleeping."
"It's me dork-face. I'm just happy."
"You just called me dork-face! When did that work it's way into your vocabulary?"
"Just a minute ago. Can I finish brushing my teeth."
"Yeah. Why'd you have the bathroom door open?"
"You ask a lot of questions, kid. I left it open to let the steam out because the mirror was fogged up. Besides, it's fucking hot in here."
"True."
"Eh." Autumn turned back to brushing her teeth and Bill just leaned against the doorway. When she was done and turned around, she let out a squeak.
"Why are you still here?"
"Just wanting to know what you were going to say yesterday."
"....." Autumn pushed past him, grabbing up her laptop and ran out the door.
Sitting in the rounded booth seat, Kara looked at the clock. 3:45 a.m. What the Hell? How did it get to be so late? She rested her head on the cool table, groaning. Her head was hot and Kara had a migraine. The tour bus stopped, sliding her across the seat.
"Ugh...." The driver walked back and stood in front of her.
"You okay, honey?"
"No. I feel like I was hit by a fucking semi."
"Ah, you are sick. Maybe with flu."
"Well, I wouldn't know that until I showed m-Ahhhh!" Kara got up and ran towards the bathroom, barely making it to the toilet. Everything came up. Her breakfast, her lunch, her dinner. She sat up and grabbed a bottle of mouthwash. Swish, spit. Three times. After that was done, Kara brought her knees to her chest, squeezing them tightly against her to stop the pain.
"I don't think you're okay. You need a hospital."
"No, no. I'm good. Honestly."
"No, you're not. Just let me drive to hospital. They'll help you."
"Eh, no. I will be fine. I just need a little medicine and I'm good."
"Alright. If you say so. We're at the hotel now. I'll help you out if you want me to."
"Nah. Thanks for the offer though. You're really nice."
"You're welcome." The driver walked back to the front. Kara sighed and sat there, breathing heavily. She closed the door with her foot and reached up to turn the lock.
"Ugh..." Kara laid down on the floor, curling up into a ball. Black dots danced in front of her eyes.
"Goddammit!" She slammed her fist down on the floor. What the fuck is wrong with me?
Autumn sat on the counter, stunned. Bill had just walked out. Not even waiting for her answer. And the truth was, she would love him if he was a normal person. But, technically, no one was really a normal person. So, did that mean she couldn't love him as a normal person? Autumn shook her head, grumbling at the headache she had.
"Goddamn, girl, what did you do this time?" She looked up to see Georg leaning against the wall.
"I-I don't know."
"Well, it seemed he was pretty pissed."
"Please, I need to think right now."
"Course." Georg walked over and kissed her cheek.
"If you need anything, I'm here. You can always talk to me."
"Yeah, thanks. Bye." He nodded and walked out.
Why, Autumn?! Why did you have to say 'I don't know'?
Because it was the truth.
Are you sure you just weren't scared?
Shut up, you little twit of a second voice.
Hey, what about me?
I forgot about you. Sorry.
Ugh. You suck.
Hey, I said I was sorry!
So, you still suck.
You two, knock it off. We have important business!
Oh, riiiight. The whole not loving Bill thing.
I love Bill, you retarded little th-
If you are about to say I am a 'thing', I must correct you. I am just part of you.
Ah, yeah. Forgot.
Did you forget to say 'I love you too' also?
In Autumn's mind she watched herself lunge for the owner of the voice. But then of course, it was her, just a very different her. Why am I talking to myself? In my head? Why?
'Cause it's how you think things out.
Oh, yeah.
Did you forget again?
Be nice! Bill left not even ten minutes ago. You have to go easy on her.
Well, she ruined it. She could've said 'I love you too', but instead she chose not to. So, now Bill is pissed and it's her fault.
But, if you're not nice, I'll shove my foot up your ass and give you something to complain about. That's all you ever do and it's over nothing.
So, at least I didn't make my lover of nine months leave.
It wasn't nine months. 'Lover' is a term used when you sleep with the person. I only slept with Bill for these past four months, bitch.
You still slept with him, didn't you? And he was fantastic in bed, wasn't he? But you just had to say you couldn't love him.
That's it. I'm gone. Bye.
Autumn hopped off the counter, leaving the bottle of water there. She had to walk, to get rid of the nagging feeling she had. It was pissing her off that it made her feel like she had done wrong. Once again. First the abortion, now this. Autumn walked out of the hotel room, slamming the door behind her. She was now in a funk and when Autumn was in a funk, you didn't mess with her. Her heavy footsteps caused the person in the neaighboring room to open the door. It was Kieran. She continued and then stopped. Kieran??? She turned back around and felt her heart clench. Yes, it was. He was standing, in his towel, looking at her with sorrow in his eyes. Whatever dude. You can just turn those baby blues on someone else 'cause Kara told me. You two timing bastard. Prick. Fucking, shit-faced, moth- Goddammit. I need to stop taking out my anger on people. Even if it's in my head. Even if he is a loser. Autumn turned on her heel and stomped away. No one else opened their doors. No one else looked at her. They all knew she was pissed. Must be my eyes they see it through. She jabbed the elevator button, then decided better and turned to the stairs. A longer walk would help her relax more. She reached the fifth floor when she just sat down on a stair. Being on the 15th floor and walking down 10 flights of stairs really made anger drain away.
"Why the fuck are you on the stairs?!" Autumn jerked her head up, staring at Bill.
"I needed to walk. Why?"
"I've been looking for you."
"Oh?"
"Yeah. I need the key card."
"Oh." Autumn took it out of her pocket and slid it into his hand.
"Just so you're not surprised when you get back, I'll be in a different room. Are you still coming on tour with us?"
"I don't know. Are we still together?"
"I can't be with someone who doesn't love me."
"Well, then, I guess not."
"Yeah, but your sister is on the tour with Tom. You can still go with us."
"Nah. Not like you want me there anyways."
"And what if I did?"
"Yeah, but I don't want to be there because we're not together and I am NOT being reminded of everything we had. So, not going."
"Fine." Bill walked back out the EXIT door. Autumn sighed and rubbed her hands over her eyes. Why did he look like he wanted me there? Does he? Really? I don't want to be there though. Honestly, I can't do it. She stood up and jogged back up the 10 flights of stairs. When she walked through the EXIT door, her legs froze. She couldn't go back into that room. She just couldn't. Of course, she was afraid that she would give up and agree. But, she just didn't want to smell his scent in her room. It would remind her of what they were and how she changed it all. All she had to say were three little words. They wouldn't leave her lips though. They were stubborn adn now that Autumn had the courage to say them, he was already gone. There he was, walking out the door with his bags. Looking so perfect. Looking so...so....it just couldn't be described. Despite the cover she had, a plant covered at least half of her, Autumn still felt like he was staring at her. She looked from behind the large leaves and saw Bill's brown gaze on her. No, not her, the plant. To him, she was invisible. Bill walked down the hall and out of sight. Autumn had missed her chance. Wait, the elevator is slow. She ran down the hall, passing the other band member's rooms and stopped right at the corner. I don't think I can do this.....but I have to. Autumn turned the corner....and found herself staring straight at Bill's chest. Apparently he had waited there. She looked up and saw him looking down at her.
"I take it you wanted to talk."
"Uh, well, erm...I, it's just, uh, I l-"
"Bill! C'mon. Instead of staying here, we're going to drive to the next city tonight."
"Alright. I'm coming Tom," He turned back to Autumn."You're coming on tour with us." Then he walked off and Autumn couldn't help but smile.
