We Scribbled Out The 'I Love You'

Georg's Pov:

"Honey, baby, I'll be right back. Yes, I love you. More than anything. Yes, yes, yes." I snickered as Tom walked out with a complete look of awe and love on his face. He noticed me staring and raised an eyebrow.

"What?!"

"Nothing. Honey, baby. Lovable little snuggle bunny." Tom's mouth fell open and he smacked me on the head.

"Stop eavesdropping! It's so annoying. I get absolutely no privacy. Even when I try to get away from everbody." Gustav swung into the kitchen with Evangel in his arms. He took one look at Tom's facial expression and smiled.

"Let me guess. Snuggly bunny?" I nodded and was thumped on the head again.

"Ow! Tom, stop abusing me."

"Stop eavesdropping."

"I can't help that you speak loudly."

"I can't help it that you're a dick."

"Guys! Before this escalates into a verbal fight with lots of bad language. There's a two year old in your presence!"

"Oh, yeah. Sorry."

"Hope he doesn't start saying...."

"Dick!" We all looked at Evangel and Gustav shushed him as he continuously repeated the word.

"Ack! Tom. Damn you!" Evangel's eyes lit up at the new word and Tom burst out laughing.

"Gustav. You suck at parenting."

"No. I'm just not used to it. Listen, Evangel, no more saying those words. Or at least not in your mommy's presence." In response, Evangel gave Gustav a smack in the face.

"Eh, maybe you should take a softer approach."

"Be quiet!" Gustav turned pale as he realized who had spoken and I laughed.

"Gustav Klaus Wolfgang Schafer! Did you just tell me to be quiet?"

"Erm...."

"You did! Eck, how could you?" I fell out of my chair as Kara fell on her knees with her head in her hands. Gustav took one look at her shaking shoulders and handed Evangel to Tom. H bent down and hugged her.

"Gustav, you gullable man, get off me."

"Wait, weren't you crying?"

"Fake tears. I'm not that sensitive."

"Well then." Gustav took back Evangel and walked out of the room. Kara bit her lip and I saw the worried look in her eyes.

"Do you think he's really mad at me?"

"Nah. He can't possibly be mad at a cutie like you."

"Stop hitting on my girl, Georg. You got Cassie."

"I know. And Cassie is waiting fo me. So, ta-ta." I got up and walked out of the room.

Cassie's Pov:

Where is he? Maybe he was late. Please, let him be. A car pulled up and I sighed.

"Georg, how come you're always on time. I was hoping you would be behind just once."

"Nah. I love being on time. Gives me more time to spend with you."

"Well, when you put it that way, yeah. You never know when you have to be called away, do you?"

"No. That's why I'm on time."

"Alright. Ok. I'll let it go." Georg smiled and I smiled back.

"Are you gonna get in or just stand there?"

"Oh. Right." I slid into the car and he started driving.

"So?"

"Yeah?"

"What have you been up to lately, Cass?"

"Erm, not much. Remember, it's only been two days since I last saw you."

"I know, but I was just seeing if you made any progress with your painting."

"I finished it."

"See? The things you get done when I'm not around." I laughed and kissed his cheek.

"Yeah. You distract me. But at least the distractions are absolutely breathtaking. Literally."

"Heh. Thank you. I do have a very creative mind."

"I know. I'm remembering the whipped cream and chocolate syrup and oohhh."

Autumn's Pov:

I had just reached the bed and turned down the covers, when a knock sounded on the window. I looked out and almost screamed with joy. Bill was standing there, a dozen white roses in hand. I rushed over and opened it, helping him off the fire escape.

"You could have used the door!"

"Yeah, but then, y'know, you wouldn't have been surprised."

"Awww. Bill, this is wonderful. I was just about to go experiment with my make-up. Yet, now, I don't wanna."

"Oh, did you get new make-up?"

"Something from the agency."

"Cool. Oh, you look amazing in this photo, by the way."

"What photo?" Bill pulled out a magazine and flipped to a large photo on the inside. It was of Kara and me, advertising our clothing line.

"Eh, I hate that one."

"Why? You're completely gorgeous."

"No, I'm not." Bill grinned and kissed my cheek.

"Babe, you're the most gorgeous girl I've ever seen."

"Okay! Alright, I'm done arguing." I kissed him and walked into the bathroom, determined to find a new look.

Bill's Pov:

I sat on Autumn's bed while she tested new looks. I was just flipping back through the magazine when a thought occured to me.

"Hey, Autumn?"

"Yeah?"

"I think I'm going to head back." She walked out of the bathroom with her hair pulled back and a frown on her face.

"Why?"

"I just think we have an early wake-up call and I don't wanna wake you up too."

"Oh, it's fine. Really. I'll just go back to bed anyways." I shook my head and stood up, stuffing the magazine in my back pocket.

"No, I erm, well, I just have something to check on. I'm just gonna, I'll....call you later. Bye!" I ran out of the door and stood in front of the elevator. I jabbed at the down button and looked behind me. Autumn was casually walking towards me and I jabbed the button a couple more hundred times. The doors finally opened and I hurried inside.

"Hey, Bill....Wait!" I shook my head and the doors closed. I heard Autumn gasp and felt instant regret. What had made me think I didn't really love Autumn? I mean, yeah, I had fallen in love before and yeah, my heart was broken, but I had moved on. I had even told people I was willing to fall in love again and now my chance had come along. And she just happened to be my most adoring fan ever! The elevator dors opened and I walked out, hoping Autumn wouldn't use the stairs. I ran outside and breathed in the cool, fresh air.

"What the hell am I doing?"

Autumn's Pov:

I rushed back to my room and looked out the window. Bill was sitting on the edge of the sidewalk, his head in his hands. I sighed and lifted opened the window. I crawled onto the fire escape and hurried down the steps. The railing rattled and Bill looked up. I stopped and hoped the shadows would cover me. As soon as he looked down at the ground again, I carefully moved down the rest of the way. I walked quietly over to him and kneeled down. Bill, being to caught up in thoughts, took no notice. I hugged him quickly and let go.

"W-what are you doing?" I gave him a huge smile and stood back up.

"Wait, wh-where are you going?"

"Back upstairs." I turned and ran towards the fire escape stairs.

"No. You're not mad at me?!"

"How could I be mad at you?"

"Because, I just ran out on you!"

"So?"

"So, you should be outraged and smack me a couple of times." I walked back over to him and lightly smacked his cheek.

"Happy?"

"No. I mean full out smacking. Like hard enough to make my head snap to the side."

"Well, eh, I don't want to hurt you!"

"You're supposed to when your mad."

"But, I'm not mad."

"Why aren't you mad?!"

"Because you have a very good reason for running out."

"But, you don't know my reason!"

"Then tell me your reason."

"What if it's not a good reason like you said? Will you smack me then?"

"I can't tell you that until you tell me the reason."

"Fine! I was thinking I didn't love you and I wasn't ready for this."

"For a relationship like this, you mean?"

"Yeah. It's because I wanna fall in love, but I don't know if you're the right girl or not."

"Okay. Good reason." I started to walk back towards the stairs, but Bill stood up and caught my wrist.

"You're still not mad?"

"No."

"But the first time you said you loved me you got mad because I couldn't say it back." I sighed. He wasn't gonna let this damn thing go.

"I wasn't mad. I was sad. I haven't really ever been loved. You were my first chance. I didn't mean to really push you into saying you loved me. I'm sorry."

"Shouldn't I be saying I'm sorry?"

"Sorry for what?"

"For the whole leading you on thing?"

"You didn't lead me on."

"I did. I told you I loved you and then we had an amazing relationship and then I regretted it all."

"Why are you using past tense?"

"Because you're breaking up with me. Right?" I felt my nose scrunch up in confusion and wiped my face of the emotion.

"No. Why should I?"

"Because I just said, UH! Forget it. You confuse me!"

"How?"

"You don't get mad when I say I think I regretted loving you and then you're not breaking up with me. Any other girl would!"

"Well, I'm not any other girl. I'm Autumn. I'm sensible. I love you. Obviously those other girls didn't." I watched in amusement as Bill's mouth fell open.

"Argh! I am soooo, uh, my head hurts."

"Why?" Bill waved his hand and sat back down on the curb.

"No more questions."

"Well, then, answers. I'm not breaking up with you because I love you more than my own life. Wait, you are my life. Alright, I'm not mad because it was a very good reason and I appreciate that you expected me to be mad, but I just can't be mad at you. Impossible! It's all rubbish if I'm mad at you. So, any questions from you?"

"Why do you love me?"

"Because I'm hopelessly awed by you. You never cease to amaze me. Everything you did is just wow! You can't be controlled, you do things your way and you are unpredictable. You are you!"

"Aw, wow. That's just, so, so, freaking wow!" I laughed and jumped up onto the fire escape's railing.

"So, anything else?"

"Yeah. Do you think there is anyway we can forget this whole thing?"

"Why?"

"Because, if you repeat this to anyone, they'll know just how much of a loser I am."

"You're not a loser. Maybe a dweeb, but not a loser. Besides if you're a l;oser, I'm a loser too."

"Huh? Damn, I'm confused again."

"I'd be loving a loser which would end up making me a loser."

"Oh. Riiiight!"

Tom's Pov:

I walked into the back of the bus and called Kara.

"Hello?"

"Erm...please don't hang up. I'm sorry for saying those things and I love you." Silence greeted me and I held my breath.

"Tom, can we talk about this, eeek! stop it, later." I could feel her move away from the phone and barely caught the words she was saying.

"Alright. We can do it after the concert."

"Okay, baby, stop it, I'm on the phone. Bye, Tom." I hung up, stunned by the fact that someone else was there. Was it another guy? Did she have another someone to cheer her up? I shook my head to send those thoughts away.

"Bill! We're talking about it later." Bill smiled and stretched.

"I'm glad she's giving you a chance. Just don't fuck it up this time."

"I won't."

*After The Concert*

"Eh, I'm all sticky."

"Of course Bill. You are sweaty."

"I know, but I've never been like this ewwww. I stink." I laughed and threw him another towel. He caught it and started drying his hair which wasn't going to help a thing.

"Bill! You use the towel to wipe the sweat off your face and neck."

"I know, but I have to get it out of my hair first or the sweat will just drip down again." He completed drying his hair and started dabbing his neck, not caring that his hair was lying flat and all over the place.

"Oh, I have to go. I have to talk to Kara."

"Tom, the bus can take you. It's basically dropping us off at the same place."

"Erm, no. Autumn called me and said she had to grab a hotel room because of Kara."

"Oh, damn. What hotel?"

"Ours. She's in room 423."

"Thanks."

"No problem. Alright, let's go. We're finished signing things. Right?" Bill nodded and started heading out the door. We all rushed onto the bus as soon as we were outside. I flopped onto the couch and sighed.

"I guess I get dropped off first?"

"Yep." Bill sat next to me and giggled.

"What?!" He pointed and I looked down at my shoe, only to scream and pull the underwear off my foot. I threw it in a various direction and heard a low growl. I looked over and started laughing. Obviously, I had thrown it on Georg's head.

"Georg, please, I'm sorry. I just flung it."

"And it ended up on my head." He narrowed his eyes and stood up, throwing the underwear out the window.

"Georg, that's littering!"

"Gustav, what would you have done?" He sighed and closed his eyes.

"I would have thrown it out the window too."

"But that's littering!" Gustav growled and punched Georg in the arm.

"Oww! God, short stuff, I was just kidding." I sighed and decided this was going to be a long trip, even if Kara's house was just twenty minutes away. I closed my eyes and drifted off into sleep.

"TOM! We're here. Get up!" Bill pushed my shoulder again and I grumbled.

"No."

"Kara is inside and you said you would talk to her. What if she stayed up this whole time just to talk to you?" I sat up and slowly walked off the bus. As  reached the door I began to feel a little sick. What if she was in bed....with another guy? I couldn't handle that. I turned, but realized Bill was behind me.

"You are going in there. If she is with someone else, you will handle it with a nod and walk out. Got it?" I gulped and nodded, slowly.

"Alright. Go." Bill reached past me and unlocked the door.

"How'd you get a key?"

"Autumn gave me one. Here's your key." I took what was handed to me and was about to ask why he unlocked the door instead of just giving me my key, but Bill was already rushing off.

"Damn." I turned and walked in. It was dark and silent which scared me. I already knew where Kara's room was so I just followed the path imprinted in my mind. I opened her door and saw her laying spread out on the bed. I walked to the bed and sighed. She was asleep and didn't look like she would be happy to be woken up. Her cheeks were flushed and when I placed my hand on her forehead to check her temperature, she was ice cold.

"Kara?" She moaned and turned over. I sighed for what seemed the thirtieth time that day and headed for the door.

"Tomi, no. Don't leave me. No." I turned back and saw that she was still asleep, yet she had called my name. Suddenly, Kara sat up and blinked into awareness. She looked at me and I turned back towards the door.

"Tom, please. Don't go."

"Eh, I can come back tomorrow. To talk." She gave a sharp shake of her head and I raised an eyebrow.

"I said I would talk to you after the concert. It's after the concert. I'm sorry I wasn' there. I had to take care of something."

"What?!"

"Erm....Sam."

"Who's Sam?"

"That little baby behind you." I turned around and jumped backwards. A large Golden Retriever stood in the doorway, giving a doggy grin.

"Wow..."

"Yeah. He's my little doggy babe."

"Little?"

"Eh, he's only six months old." My mouth dropped open and Kara started laughing.

"Whoa...that's..that's....wow!"

"Alright. Enough about Sam. What do you need to say?"

"Erm, I'm sorry and I never meant to hurt you. I didn't know that would happen, but I just, got extremely angry that you would be so jealous of Jasmine."

"I wasn't though. It's just you cheated and it seemed as if you were still attracted to Jasmine. I mean she is gorgeous, way better looking than me. She has curves and she's really sweet."

"Yeah, but she isn't you."

"Eh, what do you mean by that?"

"Jasmine is all those things and yet you are a whole lot more."

"Still not getting you." I sat beside Kara and tilted my head to the side.

"She isn't the gorgeous girl who happened to capture my heart while she was in a coma. She isn't the girl who is so shy she blushes a sweet pink everytime someone compliments her. Jasmine just isn't you."

"Ah, now I get it."

"Plus, she isn't as feminine as you."

"I am not feminine!" I laughed and rolled away as she attempted to smack me with her pillow.

"You are! You have a tiny, lush mouth. Your nose is delicate. Eyebrows have a slight arch. Ow!"

"Stop describing me. I know what I look like. That's the whole reason I'm on the cover of most Irish magazines." Kara slapped her hand over her mouth and I blinked, trying to figure out if what had come out of her mouth had really come out.

"You're a model?"

"Er...."

"Tell me!"

"Yes, yes I am. I have been since I was fifteen. Grrr...this sucks."

"What?!"

"I didn't want to tell you."

"Why?"

"Because every person I date thinks I date them for more publicity."

"But you love me! You would never do something like that."

"Eh, I do love you, b.....who told you I loved you?!" Kara jumped off the bed and pounced on me before I could move for the door.

"No one!"

"Tell me."

"No!"

"Tell me, tell me, tell me." I shook my head and squirmed to get free.

"Tell me! Or I'll...I'll."

"You'll do what?"

"I'll leave you!"

"Eeek! No. Alright. Bill told me." Her mouth fell open and she rolled off of me.

"He said he wouldn't tell you."

"Well he did and I'm glad."

"Why?"

"Because I love you too. I don't think I'd be able to be with anyone else and love them this much. It always feels as if my heart may burst when I see you."

"Did I really capture your heart when I was in a coma?"

"Yes. Oh, yes. You looked absolutely gorgeous. Your eyelashes fanned out against your cheeks and you hair fell around your shoulders in luscious waves. You were the most gorgeous girl I had ever seen. I felt terrible before. Knowing that if you didn't love me, I would feel like my heart had been torn out and stomped on. Everytime I hurt you, I just wanted to wrap you in my arms and promise to be better, promise I'd always love you. Kara....I would die for you." Sniffling followed my words and I turned to see her crying.

"That's the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me. Tom, I love you and so much more. I can't explain everything I feel for you. It's a beautiful thing though." I smiled and wrapped her in my arms.

"I think, that we should get some sleep. Then, tomorrow we can go out and have some fun with Sam." At the mention of his name, Sam walked over and nosed my cheek. Laughing I picked Kara up and laid her on the bed.

"Eh, does he sleep with you?"

"No. The last time Sam slept with me, he jumped off the bed and hit the nightstand. So, he doesn't sleep with me anymore. Not even the world's largest treat would get him to." I grinned, gave Sam an affectionate pet and climbed in beside Kara. She laid her head on my shoulder and I could feel her go limp as she fell asleep. What a whirlwind of emotions.

Autumn's Pov:

"Doom, doom, doom, doo-doom. Doom!" I jumped on the bed and  bounced off, hitting the floor with a thud. Bill ran in and dived on me, showing no mercy as he began to tickle ruthlessly.

"Eeek! A monstrosity is what we have here." Bill laughed and rolled off of me. I sighed and poked him in the ribs, liking the fact that he was ticklish there.

"Grrr...."

"What?!" Bill looked at me and smiled.

"I don't know. I just felt like saying grr." I raised an eyebrow and growled.

"Whoa! How do you do that?"

"Like this. You just make a low noise in the back of your troat. Erm, wait a moment." I stood up and walked to the window. The sun shone brightly on the wet grass.

"Eh, the sun is shining. I need a vacation away from here!" Bill came up behind me and placed his arms around my waist.

"Why?"

"I don't know."

"Well, we, the band, gets a months vacation like in a week."

"Yay! No more having to share you with concerts and fans."

"You never share me with concerts. They're inanimate."

"So. I'm gonna open the window. So scoot back." Bill moved back and I flung open the window, falling halfway out.

"Erm, Autumn?"

"Yes?" I breathed in the smell of roses and bent to pick one.

"Where are we going for the vacation?"

"You pick."

"Eh, home."

"Alright! I get to meet your family."

"Yeah. You get to meet Scotty too." I turned and saw a peculiar look on Bill's face.

"What's wrong?"

"I miss him." I smiled and hugged Bill.

"We will see him and you'll be able to love on him all you want."

"Yay! Oh, scheisse. I have to go." He grabbed me and kissed me breathless then ran out the door.

"And, that is the man of my dreams."

Bill's Pov:

I rushed from Autumn's house just as the bus pulled up outside. I ran inside and flopped onto a seat. Tom came out of the back and sat beside me.

"So, how's it going with Autumn?"

"Good. How's it going with Kara?"

"She hates me."

"That's nice to know."

"Yeah. What should I do?"

"Tell her you're sorry."

"I tried. She smacked me again." I snickered and Tom gave me a dark look.

"I'm sorry. It's funny. You got yourself into it though."

"I know, I know. I'm so stupid." I sighed and hugged him.

"You're not stupid. Just mentally impaired when it comes to long term relationships."

"And that's just a nicer way of saying I'm stupid."

"Well, yes. That's not the point. You need to give her romance." Tom gave me a questioning look and I smiled.

"What kind of romance?"

"The kind of romance that will leave her weka in the knees. Bring her flowers. Give her chocolate. Apologize and tell her you were an idiot. Tell her....you love her." Tom gasped and covered his face, as it was turning tomato red.

"I can't d-do that, Bill. I d-d-don't loe her." I reached my hand over and placed it against his chest, right where his heart was.

"You lie. If you did not love her, your heart would be calm. Not beating so hard it seems it would burst."

"Alright! Fine, I'm in love with her."

"Yes. Now go call her and apologize." Tom hugged me tight and stood up.

"Bill, you're the best twin a guy could have." I laughed and pushed him towards the back.

Alright,I'm kind of tired of people telling me these idiotic,obnoxious things. I f I say I don't like a band's latest video/CD/song, people who like the band start saying I must've never liked the band or just liked them for their looks. We'll just take Panic! At The Disco for instance. I did not like their video 'Build God Then We'll Talk'. To me it seemed like something a perverted high-schooler would make for a video project for a school. Harsh, I know, but it's 100% True. Actually, I think that every band/artist has had a CD/song/video that's bombed or is gonna bomb. One of my friends actually told me Fall Out Boy's Infinity On High bombed for her because it wasn't what she expected. 'It wasn't like the last album and I was expecting it to be more rock like.' That is what she said. Exact words. Well, all bands try something new, they test the waters and learn from their mistakes. Yes, I love Fall Out Boy, but their latest videos are plainly bombing, my opinion. I also believe Fall Out Boy are pushing the boundaries. They make these wacky videos and I think they're trying to see how many fans they have afterwards. Panic! At The Disco did this too. The reason 'BGTWT' bombed is because they made no appearence. Fans want to see the band in their video, even for just a few seconds. I want to tell you something. I f the fans of P!ATD had not became obsessed about the band's looks instead of their music, P!ATD would probably have appeared in that video. End of subject.

So, some people don't know who someone or some band is. Why is it, that fans of this person/band will instantly start bad mouthing the unknowing/clueless person? This is just plain rude. If someone doesn't know someone or some band, inform them. Tell them they're really cool to you, but sine you don't know this unknowing/clueless person's tastes, you won't know if they'll like them. You don't have to tell people they're stupid for not liking someone, something,some band, etc... If you like them, you like them. End of story. If you have people that are hating and shit on you, tell them to back the fuck off because they probably didn't know who that band was before. Maybe one of their friends told them.

I also find it ridiculous that people will say they stopped liking a band because they're too slow or too soft. The band does that to make the song hit you at full force and with enough power that you'll know what they're singing about. Some bands try to show you something that's a problem in the world or a life story of a fan,etc.... My Chemical Romance and Tokio Hotel are some of the bands that do this. I love how they do this. It actually shows they're real people no matter what.

Thanks you for reading this. Remember, this is all my opinion, so it's not going to change. If you decide to agree you can leave a comment, thank you very much for agreeing by the way. If you decide to disagree, leave a comment. You'll only make a fool out of yourself and I'll gladly use you as one of my examples of why I took the time to type this. If you tell me I'm a fool, I'll use you as an example too. Please, don't start calling me names and don't try to start shit. I won't listen.

All the bands I mentioned in this are great bands. If you don't know who they are, you should go check them out because you may like them. I have nothing against anyone who dislikes them. I have nothing against the people who moved me enough towards the flame of annoyance to type and post this. I also have nothing against people who have hated on other people for not liking a band, not knowing who someone was,etc...

1. Bill's Pov: I rolled over and yelped as I fell off the bed. "Damn you, small bed." I sighed and stood up. It was 8:23. Which meant I had till about 8:50 because the bus came early. I rushed into my bathroom and sighed. Gustav was in my shower. "Gustav! You know you have your own shower, right?"  A little squeak came from the shower and I reached to pull back the curtain. "Hey, are you alright?" I opened the curtain and was greeted with a slap in the face. I fell back and moaned as my nose started bleeding for the fourth time since Gustav had smacked his head into it. "Oh. Sorry. I didn't mean to slap you so hard Bill." Autumn grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her. She looked at me and her eyes widened. "Please, tell me I didn't do that." "You didn't. Gustav smacked into my nose with the back of his head. Um...I think it was the night before last or something like that." "Alright. Let me see it." I sat on the toilet lid and let her dab at the blood. "I'm not sorry for smacking you. You didn't pick me up andI got rained on." I frowned and cursed when, even that, brought pain to my already throbbing nose. "I am so sorry, Autumn. I guess I was just too tired. I didn't mean to fall asleep. I feel really bad that I forgot." Autumn smiled and hugged me. "I guess it's okay. Just try not to do it again." "You're going out again?" "Oh, Hell no. I just meant if I ever need you to pick me up from someplace other than that club." "Ok. I won't forget. I promise." I hooked her pinky with mine and gave my hand a little shake. "Alright. I gotta get dressed now. So, get your shower." I nodded and waited until she was out of the room to start looking at my nose. It wasn't swollen, but it hurt like Hell. I sighed and slipped out of the baggy track pants and boxers I had worn to bed. I stepped into the shower and let the hot water soak away my tension and pain. *Two Hours Later* Gustav's Pov: "Hey, Kara?" "Yeah?" She turned around gave me her full attention. "I have girl problems." "Oh. Ok. Tell me." "Alright. Well, Gracie and me were totally in love two years ago, but then she um...had a problem and took off. She said she didn't want to hurt me. Gracie wrote me every day after that and I haven't read any of them. The letter I had, that I wouldn't let you see, is  the first one I've reaqd. She came by to visit and I totally told her I was glad I could say I didn't need her and now I ruined it all. I'm a bad person." "No. You're not. You just did something that wasn't right." I rolled my eyes and looked at the counter. "Oh, that helps a lot. Gee, thanks." "Gustav, let me ask you this." I looked up and found myself staring into her golden hazel eyes. "Yes." "Do you love Gracie?" "Yes." "Do you want Gracie?" "Oh, yes." "Do you need Gracie?" "Yes, yes. I do need her. She's my everything." "Then go get her." "I don't know where she's staying." Kara smiled and slipped a piece of paper across the counter. I looked at it and looked back up at her. "I have my ways." "Oh. Thank you so much." I hugged her as best as I could and ran out of the bus. Ten minutes later I was at Gracie's doorstep. I knocked and almost felt my heart shatter as she opened it, heartbreak written so clearly on her face. Gracie's eyes filled with tears as she saw me and she moved to slam the door. "Gracie, I love you." She stopped and the tears spilled over as she collapsed into my arms. "Gustav, you s-said you d-d-didn't need me a-and you were g-g-gl-lad to say you didn't." "I lied. Oh, baby I lied." I stroked her hair out of her face as she looked up at me. I couldn't stand to see her beautiful green eyes filled with tears. I pulled her closer and felt my tears slide down my cheeks. I opened my eyes to see a boy of about two toddling into the living room. "Mommy?" Gracie pulled back and rushed into the room, picking up the boy. I watched as she shushed him, for he was upset by her tears. "It's okay. Shhh. Mommy's okay. Look, she's smiling. She's okay. It's okay, Evangel." The boy stopped crying and looked at me, curiosly. "He's y--your child?" "No. Not just mine. Yours too." "M-mine?" I felt the tears well up again and held them back. Good Lord. "Yes. Gustav, say hello to Evangel." I smiled and walked in. "Hi, Evangel." He smiled and stuck his thumb in his mouth. Around his finger I heard the words he said clearly. "Daddy!" The tears I had held back fell down my face in little rivulets and I found they were tears of pure joy. Autumn's Pov: "Dude! You're not even trying." "I know." I crashed my car into another item on the street and let out a high pitched squeal as Bill tossed his controller down and started tickling me. "O-oh stop. I can't be tickled. I-I-It's not fun if I ca-can't tickle b-b-back." I burst into more laughter and poked Bill in the ribs causing him to squirm away. Before I knew it, we were rolling around on the floor, laughing. "B-b-bill, what w-were we l-la-laughing ab-b-bout?" He stopped rolling around and tried to stop his laughter as well. "I-I don't k-k-know." We looked at eachother and immediately stopped laughing. Bill had this intense expression on his face and he was looking at me with desire. "Come here." I shivered as his voice slid over my skin. It had become huskier. I liked it. I crawled over to him and gasped when he whisked me into his lap and kissed me. Bill gave me just a moment to catch my breath before he kissed me again and again. When we finally pulled apart, I found us closer to the couch than before. "Were you inching over here?" "Maybe." He stood up and I made a loud noise of surprise as I tumbled towardfs the floor. Bill caught me and laid on the couch, me on top of him. "What are we doing?" "I'm going to take a nap. What are you doing?" I yawned and realized how sleepy I was. "A nap would be good." I closed my eyes and realized then that Bill's hand was on my back, making slow, lazy circles. I felt myself drifting off and only remained awake long enough to hear Bill say he loved me. "I love you too." I let sleep take me and felt my body go slack. Good God, I needed this. Tom's Pov: "Kara?" She turned around and gave me a questioning look. "Um, I was wondering if you would like to go for dinner?" "Sure. Just let me finish this drawing." Five minutes later, she shoved the book into a drawer and I heard the click of the lock. "Why do you lock it?" "Because I don't want anyone seeing my drawings." "Oh. Are they bad?" "I don't know. I guess they're good." "Okay." I took her hand and breathed in the night air as we walked outside. It had stopped raining about three in the morning and the weather forecast said it would remain clear all week long and hopefully continue into next week. "So, where are we going?" I pointed to a little cafe and we started walking. "It seems so nice and tiny. Will anyone notice you?" "Probably not. I don't know what it is, but little places usually don't keep up on news and nobody who knows us really goes there. They think we'd be at large places." Kara nodded her head and we sat down at a small table. A walk-in cafe was an excellent thing. No reservations, no autographs to give, no pictures, peaceful relaxation. "Oh, God! Tom, is that you?" I looked up to see Jasmine, an ex-girlfriend and a very good friend. "Hi, Jasmine." "How are you? It's been so long!" "I know. I've been really good. How about you?" I smiled and offered her to sit and chat with us. Kara looked up from her hands and smiled, nodding that she was okay with Jasmine joining us. "I'm great, Tom. What have you been doing lately? Besides recording your new cd." "Well, I've been hanging out with Kara, my new girlfriend, and just relaxing I guess." "Oh, well that sounds, um, exciting." Jasmine smiled and I laughed. "I know. Kara and me have lots of fun though. Right?" She looked up again and nodded. "Uh, well I'm sorry. Are you normally not talkative?" "I'm sorry. I'm just lost in my thoughts. Tom, maybe we should go to dinner some other time. I have to go. It was nice meeting you Jasmine." "Oh, no, no. If I'm intruding Kara, I can just slip into my own table. I'm just waiting for someone, who is unfortunately late." "No, no. Catch up with Tom. I really have to go. I have things to do" She leaned down and kissed my cheek, whispering a good-bye and then rushing off. "Wow. She's something Tom." "I know. I really think she's the one for me." "I hope. Maybe you can stop going through girls like a bag of really good chips." "Yeah. I kinda get tired of it. I actually wonder if Kara would still like me even if I wasn't famous." "Tom, that girl doesn't like you. She loves you. You need to get older already. Get married, make gorgeous little babies." I laughed and looked back at Jasmine. "You think so?" "Yes. I love her and she hasn't really said anything to me." "She's really shy. I think she also thinks I don't like her enough so I'll try and sleep with you. It's kinda absurd." "I would never try and get you to sleep with me. You're good and everything, but you're just not the one for me." I nodded and stood up. "I think she just thinks since I cheated once I'll cheat again." "You cheated?" "Um...I had needs." "And yet you think she's the one for you?" "I didn't know she would satisfy my needs because she's a, well, she was a virgin." Jasmine laughed and playfully punched my arm as she stood up to stretch. "You ruined another one, Tom. They could grow up to be amazing nuns." I snorted and turned fully towards her. She was an extraordinary girl and I had loved her at the time. With her long, wavy brown hair, those lucious lips and that killer body, she could be every guy's wet dream. I shook my head and mentally slapped myself. No thinking about her like that anymore. "Tom, I'm gonna head out. This loser isn't gonna show up anytime soon, so, yeah. Bye." She kissed the air beside my face and ran off too. I sighed and turned in the direction of the hotel. Time to face Kara and see what she had rushed off to do. Kara's Pov: I wiped the make-up off my face and mentally smacked myself. Of course he's still gonna like her. She's his ex-girlfriend. I closed my eyes and leaned against the back of the bathtub. I was just soaking in the hot water, trying to release all my tension and anger. Why couldn't Tom be less obvious? "Goddamn you!" I threw the washing cloth into the water and watched as it splashed and then sunk to the bottom. That was my life. Slowly sinking to the bottom. I made a big splash at first. Now it's all going to Hell. The door opened and Tom walked in. "This is what you left to do? Soak?" "Well, I couldn't get in the way of your little wandering eye." I jumped out of the tub and grabbed my towel. I walked past Tom and rummaged through my suitcase on his floor. "What the fuck are you talking about?" "You were practically undressing her with your eyes!" I slid into my underwear and fastened the clasp on my bra. I pulled a oversized t-shirt over my head and welcomed it's coolness against my heated skin. "Oh! I was not. You're just jealous." "Jealous of what?" "That she's prettier than you. She's got more charisma. She's better than you." I made a sound of rage and threw my brush at him. He ducked and it hit the wall with a loud 'thud'. "She is not better than me. If she was, you would be with her and not me." "No. Maybe I am with her. Maybe we decided to get back together after you left us alone." My mouth dropped open and I plopped down onto the floor. Pulling my knees to my chest, I rocked back and forth. "I hate you!, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!" I let the tears run down my cheeks and onto the shirt's material that covered my knees. Tom placed his hand on my shoulder and I slapped him. "Don't touch me. You lied. You said you would never cheat again." "I didn't. I was telling you that you didn't know if I did or not." "Then that means I can't trust you. If you say things like that I don't know if you're cheating or not." "I'm not cheating. Jasmine and me are just friends." "Whatever." I stood up and walked into the living room. Bill, Autumn, Gustav, Gracie, Evangel and Georg sat in front of the television, watching a sappy romance movie. I plopped down beside Autumn and stared at the scene before me. Autumn looked at me and sighed. She pulled me into her arms and I started sobbing. Bill looked over her shoulder and moved to sit on the other side of me. He hugged me and leaned forward to whisper in my ear. "It's okay. You'll be okay. Tom's just a stupid asshole who doesn't know how to love someone." I smiled into Autumn's shoulder and pulled away from both of them and then looked at Bill. "He is. Gracie, can I see Evangel?" "Sure. You wanna go to Kara, Evangel? Huh?" He nodded and Gracie handed him to me. I sat him on my lap and held him close. He truly was Gustav's child. He couldn't have gotten those beautiful brown eyes from anyone else.  I ran my fingers through his hair and sighed. Children just seemed to make me go all soft.

Autumn's Pov:

"Autz, we gotta get home." I giggled as Amy hiccuped. It was obvious we were too drunk to drive.

"Woo! Why?" I pulled her into the writhing mass of dancing people. The air was so sweet with the smell of sweat and alchol. My stomach heaved up it's contents onto someone's shoes and I quickly apologized. I checked my watch. Only thirty minutes till twelve.

"Babe, we got thirty more minutes of rock 'n' roll fun. I'm not going home until that time is over."

"I don't want you to do anything you'll regret, though." I sighed and tugged her out of the crowd. I motioned to the others that we were going outside. As soon as the cool air hit me, my stomach realized it was it's only chance to rid itself of the rest or the intruding alchol. I turned and spewed out the rest of my stomach's contents.

"Oh, Autumn. Here." I grabbed the cloth Amy shoved at me and wiped my mouth.

"Ewww...it tastes really good going down and really bad coming up. Yuck!" I spit twice and took out my small bottle of mouthwash.

"You carry that thing around with you."

"Of course. For times like these. God! I should have just drank water."

"Me too. At least I didn't drink enough to spew it everywhere." I looked at the newly decorated club wall and laughed, causing myself to gag.

"I'm not scrubbing that off. Let's go." I walked to the car and tried to ignore my pounding headache. I climbed in behind the wheel and waited for Amy to get in before starting the car.

"Should you really be driving?" I opened my mouth to say 'yes', but decided against it and got back out.

"I'm going to call Bill."

"Um...after what you did in the club?!?"

"Oh, well, I'll tell him. I was drunk and he'll give me Hell, but we'll be okay." I think.

Bill's Pov:

"I think you know
Because it's old news
The people you love
Are hard to find"

I grabbed for my phone and hit the answer button.

"Hello?"

"Hey, um, Bill. I'm too drunk to drive. Can you come get me and Amy? Please." I sighed and closed my eyes.

"Yes. Where is it?" Autumn gave me directions to the club and thanked me.

"Yeah, yeah. You owe me big time. I have to get up early tomorrow."

"Oh, shit. I'm sorry. I'll get someone else to do it then."

"No. I'm up and heading towards the door."

"Ok..."

"Alright. I'll be there in about ten minutes."

"Thank you, Bill. Bye. Love you."

"Bye." I hung up the phone and flopped back onto the bed. Before I knew it, I was asleep, forgetting all about picking Autumn and Amy up.

Amy's Pov:

"Autumn, are you sure he's coming?"

"Of course. Bill said he would be here in ten minutes."

"Well, it's been twenty minutes."

"Maybe he ran into trouble."

"Well, I don't see what kind. No traffic and if he woke anyone up they would just ask him where he was going. I think he fell asleep. Or he's teaching you a lesson."

"Whatever. You can leave with the others, but I'm not moving until Bill gets here." I sighed and stood up, making my way to the club doors.

"Please, Autumn..."

"Just go. I'll be fine."

"Okay..." I walked into the club and trying to find the others.

Autumn's Pov:

I sighed as I watched Amy leave with the others. I was alone.

"It could be worse. At least it's not rain..." As if on cue a few drops of rain fell.

"Well, that's not that ba....." Mor rain fell in heavier drops. Lightining lit the dark sky and thunder crashed. The rain poured down, soaking me. I rushed towards the car, digging in my pocket for the keys. I unlocked the door and crawled in. The rain poured down, making an odd 'tink' sound on the car's roof. I sighed and decided I should get some sleep. Bill wasn't coming and I knew it. I slid into the backseat and curled into a tiny ball. I must've fell asleep because the next thing I knew, sunlight was streaming into the window, blinding me and making my pounding headache worse. I sat up and regretted the movement. I opened the car door before I lost my cookies. I wiped my mouth and decided I was now extremely sober, just suffering a hangover from Hell. I clmbed back into the front seat and started the car. The first thing to do when I got back to Tokio Hotel's hotel was to shower.

Kara's Pov:

I walked into Tom's room and sighed. He wasn't home. None of them were. I was on my own. I turned on the light and flopped onto the bed. I closed my eyes and tried to clear my pounding headache. I must have fell asleep because the next thing I know, giggling is filling my ears and Tom is shushing it.

"You'll wake her up. Let's go to your place." I opened my eyes and saw Tom leaning down to kiss a blonde girl. What the fuck? I move to get up, but decide better of it and watch as Tom swears under his breath and pushes the girl against the wall.

"Sabrina. Oh, God!" Sabrina giggles and I feel like ripping her throat out just to stop it. I groan, hoping it will drive some sense into Tom, but he ignores it and starts stripping Sabrina out of her clothes.

"Oh, Tom. Tom!" I shut my eyes and listen to the next few minutes of gasps and moans, wishing I was dead. I hear the door close and see Sabrina has left. The only reason I know this is because her clothes were gone. I got off the bed and kicked Tom in the face. On and accident. I swear. He jerked up and his eyes widened as he saw me.

"Kara. Um, I thought you were sleeping."

"I was until I heard giggling. I was half tempted to get out of bed and rip her throat out." I moved to walk past him, but he grabbed my leg.

"I'm sorry. I was drunk."

"Don't give me your petty bullshit." I pulled my leg out of his grip and walked out only to find we were alone. Great. The one time I don't want to be with him.

"Kara. Please, don't leave me." Tom turned me around and I turned my head to tell him to leave me alone, yet our lips brushed and electric sparks shot up my spine. All my anger drained out as a new emotion built up.

"Whoa! What the fuck was that?"

"No clue. But, um..can we talk about this?"

"Fine." Tom rushed back into the room and I heard him rummaging around for clothes. He came back out wearing his usual night time clothes. Boxers and a t-shirt.

"Alright. Now, I wasn't drunk, but well, I wasn't thinking."

"You were. It' just not with your brain." I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water.

"Yeah. Well, I also have needs and they aren't being met."

"Use your hand." Tom choked on his next words and looked at me in wonder.

"Um..."

"Just go on."

"Alright. What if I do have a girl for one night every two weeks. Would that be okay?"

"Are you crazy?! I'm your girlfriend. Any need you have I can meet it."

"Really?" I nodded my head and walked back into the living room. Tom smiled and grabbed me around the waist, making me gasp and drop the water bottle.

"So, if I had the certain feeling of needing to be kissed, you would kiss me?"

"Of course." I brushed my lips across Tom's and pulled back to look him in the eyes.

"If I had some other need, such as the need I had tonight, would you meet that?"

"Yes." Tom pulled me closer and I groaned. His body heat was coming through the shirt, making me want to feel his skin instead. I grabbed the back of his shirt and pulled upwards. Tom let me go and pulled the shirt over his head. I smoothed my hand over his chest and smiled as he shuddered.

"You're hands are cold." He grabbed my hand and brushed his lips over the knuckles.

Bill's Pov:

"I can't believe it. Did that blond girl just walk out of our hotel room?"

"Yeah. Wasn't she with Tom?" I nodded and walked into the hotel room, not noticing the scene because I was too busy talking to Gustav. I turned my head and couldn't help an 'aww' from escaping my throat. Tom and Kara were curled up on the couch watching a movie.

"You two are so cute together." Tom smiled and Kara snuggled closer to him. I awwed again and walked into my room. I had forgot my cellphone, so I wasn't surprised to see that I had five messages. I phoned my voicemail.

"Bill, pick up the phone. I couldn't get ahold of Tom, so I decided to call you. We have a cd and autograph signing tomorrow. Just to let y'know. The bus will be there to pick you up at nine, so be ready. Please." I sighed and saved the message, just as a reminder if I forgot.

"Hey, babe. I'll be home at about um....ten. We have to work late on the dance team to get this new routine done." I checked the clock. It was eleven. Where the hell was Autumn?

"Bill, I'm sorry. I won't be home until twelve or so. Me and some friends are going to some club. Please, don't wait up for me."

"Tell Gustav, as a warning, I'll be by to pick up my clothes. I rushed out to fast to grab them. Bye."

"Dude, you have got to stop leaving your phone at home. I have been trying to call you all night. I won't be home. I'm staying the night with Cassie. David, already told me about the whole thing tomorrow. Don't worry, I'll be there." I deleted the last four messages and flopped onto my bed. Autumn should be home by twelve and I needed to sleep. So, I wouldn't be waiting for her. Remembering Gracie was coming by, I jumped off the bed and ran into the living room.

"Gustav, Gracie is coming over to get her clothes. Don't scare her away." With that I walked back into my room to sleep.

Gracie's Pov:

"Gustav, please..." He turned to me with fire in his eyes.

"Please, what? Please, don't leave you like you left me?" I cried out as he jerked me up to look in his eyes.

"Gustav! Stop!" Gustav let me drop back down and I cradled my head in my hands.

"Gracie, go home. Leave me alone. I don't know what brought you here, but let it take you back. I don't need you. After two years I can actually say that and I'm glad." I looked up and wiped my tears away.

"Good! I'll go back home. Just remember, this is the last time you see me. I'll take your cruel words and stamp them in my memory just so I know you never really loved me." Before he could say anymore, I rushed out of the hotel room and ran down the steps. The rain had stopped and I didn't care if I stepped in any puddlesx. I just wanted to go home and forget I was still in love with a man who never really loved me.

Gustav's Pov:

I watched Gracie run out of the room and felt tears form in my eyes. I let them fall and sighed. What had I done? I was so stupid. I rushed into my bedroom and fell onto my bed, burying my face in the pillow. If only things could be like before. We were so happy before. So in love. I closed my eyes and let the memories rush back to me.

Flashback:

"Gustav! I'm home." I hurried into the room and scooped up Gracie, twirling her around.

"Hi, baby. I've missed you." She kissed the tip of my nose and smiled.

"I rought you something."

"Really?"

"Yeah. But if you want it, you have to put me down." I laughed and set her down. She reached into her bag and pulled out a sketchbook. I took it and flipped through it. Each page was filled with beautiful drawings. The last page was covered in an intricate twist of roses that ended up saying "I Love You!"

"Oh, baby. It's beautiful."

"I also found these;" Gracie held up two gorgeous necklaces. Both were lockets.

"You d-didn't have to."

"I did. I had them specially engraved." She walked around me and placed the locket around my neck.

"Gracie, I love y-you."

"I love you too, Gustav." Gracie came back around and stood to face me. I pulled her against me and kissed her. We pulled back and tried to pull apart, but somehow are lockets had become entwined. I pulled my free, accidently pulling hers open. Inside was a picture of me and her. It ws my favorite picture because Gracie looked as if she was sent from Heaven by God himself. Her long blond hair was a mess, yet her smile said she didn't care about anything. Except me. We were leaning into eachother as if we were the essence of love. Our looks of pure happiness were all I needed to bring tears to my eyes.

"Gustav, I decided this was a good picture to put into the locket." I nodded and hugged her.

"Gracie, I-I want you to know that I'll always love you and that if you ever lose your smile, I'll be there to cheer you up because you and me are sticking together forever." I felt her tears dampen my shirt and I pulled her back to look at her.

"Gustav, I want you to know that no one can pull us apart. We'll be stuck to eachother like white on rice. If we fall apart, I'll find you. Baby, I'll always be there for you, even if you stop loving me."

End of Flashback

I opened my eyes and rubbed away my tears. We had stuck by eachother, we had stayed together and you did help me Gracie. All the things we said had stayed true.

"I still love you with all my heart, Gracie. I still love you."

*Three Weeks Later*

Gustav's Pov:

Hey,

   I just sent this cause, well, I'm in town. Just a little heads up. I figured this would be a whole lot easier cosidering you'd shut the door in my face if I just showed up. Still wondering how I got your hotel address? I have my ways. Babe, I gotta tell you. I am still in love with you. It's just, you're still mad at me.

                                                                               Love even though you don't want to,

                                                                                                                       Gracie

"Gustav! I haven't seen you in forever." I looked up to see Kara standing in the doorway.

"You just saw me an hour ago."

"I know. It was forever ago." She walked in and sat beside me, looking at what I was reading.

"What's that?" I folded the letter and looked at her with an annoyed glance.

"It's a letter. Private letter. You don't need to see." Truth was, I didn't want her to see.

"Okay. Well, I'll see you later because I have a dance team to teach." Before I could say bye, she rushed over, kissed me on the cheek and rushed out. Well, then.

Gracie's Pov:

I rushed into the lobby of Tokio Hotel's hotel. It was still pouring rain outside. For the third time this week. If it didn't let up the streets would be flooded. A loud crash of thunder issued and the lights went out. Great. Now I had to use the stairs.

"Hey! We have flashlights. Here, you go." I grabbed the flashlight handed to me and headed up the stairs. It wasn't long before I was shivering like crazy because of the cold. I finally reached the fourth floor and pushed open the door leading to the hallway. I raised my hand to knock, but wa startled at the sudden words coming from the room.

"Bill! Stop trying to rape me. Ahh!"

"And it all comes crashing.....DOWN!" I heard a series of giggles/crashes and then the lights snapped back on. I dropped the flashlight and swore under my breath. A gasp reached my ears as I bent to pick it up. I looked up and opened my mouth to say something. Before I could, however, Gustav promptly slammed the door in my face. I sighed, knowing I should've expected it. I knocked on the door and this time Bill opened it.

"Gracie! How are you?" He hugged me and pulled back, just realizing I was soaking wet. He opened the door and dragged me in.

"Bill, I came by to talk to Gustav. He slammed the door in my face which means obviously he doesn't want to talk to me."

"Nonsense. He has to. You haven't seen each other in two years. And you were crazy in love back then. I mean big time." I smiled at the memories that came back and let Bill drag me into the bathroom.

"You're gonna get a shower and I'll have some clothes for you when you get done."

"Thank you! This means so much to me." I moved to hug him, but he backed away and smiled.

"You're still soaked. You can actually take a bath if you like."

"Oh. I can't stay long. Really. Gustav wouldn't want that."

"Gustav has to get over it. You had a very good reason to leave."

"Yeah?"

"Yes. You're family not approving and then your grandmother dying is an excellent reason." My eyes widened and I looked at Bill questioningly.

"Gustav told me. It's okay Gracie." He walked out of the bathroom, leaving me staring after him. Gustav had lied. For me.

Bill's Pov:

"Gustav! Gracie is taking a bath. She needs to talk to you."

"I don't want to talk to her." I raised an eyebrow as Gustav laid his face back into his pillow. I walked over to him and tried to pry the pillow away, but he held a firm grip.

"Please. Gustav, she hasn't seen you in two years." He jerked his head up, making contact with my nose. I yelped and fell off the bed. Black dots danced in front of my face as I held my hand to my nose, feeling the blood gush out.

"Oh. Sonofabitch! Owww!" Gustav crawled off the bed and moved my hand to look at it. He winced as I socked him in the shoulder and pushed him away.

"I'm trying to help."

"I don't need your help. Damn. It hurts bad. How could you do that?"

"Don't have your face so close to my head. That's all I can tell you." I kicked out with my foot and pushed him over. I gagged as I tasted the blood in my mouth.

"What the hell did you kick me for?"

"For being a smartass. Now help me clean this up." Gustav crawled towards me and as he pushed me to lie on my back I grew worried.

"What are you...." He pressed his fingers to my lips and leaned closer. I winced as he grabbed a tissue from his nightstand and dabbed at the blood.

"Gustav. It hurts. Really, really bad."

"Well, it isn't swelling or anything. So, it's not broken. At least I don't think it is." I sighed and closed my eyes.

"I hope not. If you did break my nose it's okay. You didn't mean to." Gustav shook his head and stood up.

"It is my fault. I shouldn't have jerked my head up." He reached out his hand and I grabbed it, letting him pull me up. Right then Gracie walked into the room, wearing the clothes I had let her borrow.

"Oh God! Bill, what happened?" I shook my head and walked past her. All I wanted was to take a shower.

"Did you use all the hot water?"

"I took a cool shower." I sighed and hugged her, then let go to walk out the door. I really needed to watch what I did. Even talking to someone was dangerous. Sheesh!

Bill's Pov:

I woke to feel Autumn pressed tightly against me. I put my arm over her waist and was suprised that it fit so perfectly. Well, duh! She is a girl, you are a boy. You're meant to be like that. She's supposed to have curves so you can hold onto her and you're supposed to have warmth so she'll snuggle against you. I yawned and realized it was still storming.

"Bill?" I smiled and wrapped both arms around Autumn.

"I'm here."

"I know. You can feel your heat through the cover." I laughed and shifted closer.

"Hey, Autumn, will you check the clock to see what time it is?" Autumn rolled out of my arms and rolled back into them.

"Twelve. Midnight. Yay!"

"Wow. Why do you love midnight so much?"

"It's the perfect time to see th stars. Even if it's storming." With this she rushed out onto the balcony and was immediately soaked. I rushed out behind her and sighed. The rain wasn't cold, it held enough heat to be good rain. I looked up at the stars, not taking notice of Autumn, who had climbed onto the balcony railing. Did I mention we were four floors from th concrete. Just as she slipped and almost fell down those four stories, I caught her around the waist and brought her against me. I leaned down and kissed her softly. She wrapped her arms around my neck and we started swaying to our own music. We broke apart and sighed in unison.

"That was magical."

"Wonderful."

"Amazing."

"Breathtaking." We laughed and kissed again. This time when we broke apart we kept swaying to our own little tune.

"Three of my dreams came true tonight. Or rather this morning."

"What were your deams?" Autumn smiled and laid her head against my chest.

"One, I just got kissed by Bill Kaulitz. Second, I got kissed in the rain, twice. Third, I think I fell in love all over again." I stopped swaying, which caused Autumn to look up at me in sadness.

"Now, I believe one of my dreams has been crushed. My first love, the guy I'll only love, can't say he loves me back." She pulled away from me and looked over the city.

"Autumn. It's not that. I was shocked."

"More like horrified. I know, I know. You haven't known me long enough. I probably just freaked you out now and I'll never get a chance to hear you say you love me." I turned her around and pulled her into m arms once again.

"You're wrong. The only way I'd leave you alone is if you tell me you hate me and you never want to see me again. Autumn, I love you too." I kissed her and felt my heart beat to a new melody. One of love.

Tom's Pov:

"I'm sorry. Back in the hospital room. I shouldn't have said those things. I think you messed with me. Threw me off balance." Kara smiled and kissed my cheek. I touched the spot and felt myself grinning as she walked towards a table.

"Wow, bro, I gotta say. I think you may be in lurve....." I tunred and glared at Bill.

"You stop it. I am not in love. I just like her." What a bullshit lie! I do to love her. I have since I first saw her. And I don't even believe in love at first sight. Bill slung his arm around myshoulders and we started walking to the table.

"Looks as if the other little twins have made up."

"Yup." I shrugged off Bill's arm and sat next to Kara. She smiled at me and then went back to laughing at her sister, who was telling her about the time with the killer bunny.

"I remember that Autumn. You tried to feed it a carrot and it attacked you and nawed on your hand." I rose to get up, to move beside Bill, but Kara rested her hand lightly on my thigh. A shot of electricity came from the contact and I felt her pull her hand away. She leaned into me, without knowing it, and the smell of her drifted up towards me. She smelled like moonlight, like a just-bloomed lily. How could I have lied and said I didn't love this girl?

Kara's Pov:

I noticed I was leaning into Tom and decided it was too comfortable, being there, to move. I felt his arms wrap lightly around my waist just as he placed a soft kiss on the top of my ear. I shivered and he held me closer, keeping me warm. I sighed and closed my eyes.

"Hey! You can't go to sleep. You have to eat." I opened one eye and peered at Autumn and Bill.

"Roar! I can't even get the fork to my mouth I'm too sleepy." I closed my eye and was right at Dreamland's Door when something cold met my mouth. Absent mindedly, I opened my mouth and moaned. Ice cream. Rocky Road ice cream. I opened my eyes and sat up.

"Bout time you woke up. We decided you two could crash here for the night." My eyes widened as I noticed Tom was only in his boxers and a t-shirt that wasn't baggy. Wow. I dragged my eyes away from his torso and looked at his face. His huge grin made me want to whack him, but at the same time it made me want to kiss him. Damn!

"Kara! Are you okay?"

"Huh? Oh, yeah. I'm fine. I want ice cream. Gimme."

"Hold on, hold on!" I stopped grabbing for the ice cream and looked at him.

"What?!"

"What were you thinking about while you were watching me grin?"

"I was thinking...hey wait! No! My business. Not yours!"

"No ice cream then." Tom smiled and hopped off the bed. I groaned and did the same.

"Tom Kaulitz! Get back here with my ice cream."

"Not until you tell me."

"Fine." He stopped and I grabbed the ice cream.

"Ha, oldest trick in the book and you fell for it."

"I wouldn't have fell for it if I wasn't stopped by your beauty in the moonlight." I felt my cheeks turn scarlet and looked at the ice cream. Shit. Even it was melting from the heat being emitted from my blush.

"Oh. God!" I shoved the ice cream into Tom's hands and grabbed a blanket, pulling it over me as I flopped onto the couch.

"I would take this as you're so hot you melt the ice cream." I poked my head out from underneath the blanket and growled.

"Shaddup. No mre wisecracks."

"Alright. So, what were you thinking about awhile ago? When you zoned out?"

"I was thinking sbout how your grin made me wanna smack you, but I also wanted to kiss you." I clapped my hand over my mouth and gornaed.

"Don't worry. It's okay. I was tempted to kiss you while you were sleeping, but I didn't want to be smacked again. I decided against it."

"I see that. Come here." Tom's eyes widened yet he sat bside me. I leaned over and rested my head on his shoulder. His arm wrapped around my waist and I felt him kiss my ear again.

"You smell so good." Considering we said this in unison, it was extremely funny, causing us to laugh.

"Y'know, I think I've liked you ever since I first saw you in the club."

"I saw you there. I just pretended not to notice."

"Why?"

"Because I tend to pick jerks as my sister says."

"I'm not a jerk."

"I know you aren't. You're very sweet." Tom pulled me back away from him a little and looked into my eyes.

"Kara, I don't know how to say this, but I believe...." Oh shit. Please no. I leaned forward and pressed my lips against his. Tom pulled me back against him and I heard his sigh. We pulled apart and looked at each other.

"I'll say it in time. When you're ready."

"Thank you." I kissed him on the cheek and snuggled against him.

Tom's Pov:

I sighed as I listened to the sobbing in the next room, followed by Bill's soothing words. It had only been three hours since Bill had brought Autumn here. When they walked in she had been mad as a spitting hellion. It was all Kara's fault she had screamed at Bill. If Kara didn't take care of herself, no one would. Not even a guy who truly loved her because according to Autumn, Kara was a heartless bitch. And now, Autumn sat weeping in Bill's arms, startled by her harsh words regretting them. Autumn had called Kara twice. No answer. Even went by the house yet no one was there. At least they though no one was. The phone rang, bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Hello?"

"I-I-Is Miss Killkenny there?"

"Yeah. Hold on." I kept the phone to my ear and ran into Bill's room.

"Autumn, for you." She grabbed it hopefully and brought it to her ear. The gleam in her eyes died away as tears began to fill them again.

"Alright. I'll be there right away." Autumn hung up and placed her head in her hands, sobbing uncontrollably.

"Sh-she's i-i-in the ho-ho-hos-hospital. She o-o-overd-d-dosed. It's all m--my fault."

"No. It isn't. She made the decision of her own free will." Autumn looked up and I saw her eyes flash with anger.

"It is my fault. I pushed her to it and don't you fucking tell me I didn't!" Autumn jumped off the bed and ran out the door, leaving me and Bill staring after her, shocked.

"I have to go with her. I don't know what she'll do." Bill ran out of the room after Autumn and I heard the front door slam shut. Twice.

Autumn's Pov:

I ran down the streets, not caring that it was pouring rain, not caring that I could become sick. All that mattered was Kara. She was the only one who had accepted me truly and I had pushed her away. Damn me! I caught sight of the hospital and rushed in.

"I'm here to see Kara Killkenny." The nurse looked up, nodded and pointed to a room with a sad look on her face. I thanked her and ran into the room. Kara was lying on the bed, tubes in her nose, ivs everywhere and a doctor standing beside her. He looked up and sadly smiled.

"I'm very sorry Miss Kilkenny. She is in a coma. It seems the pills release a certain chemical that shuts down the brain for sometime. You may visit her but I doubt she will even realize you are here." With that the doctor walked out of the room. I sighed and sat in the uncomfortable hospital chair by Kara's bed.

"Why? Why do you pull shit like this when I say things like that? You know I don't mean it. So, why?" I grabbed her hand and held it in mine. It was very warm, as if she was just coming off a fever or just going into one.

"Kara, I love you so much. Wake your ass up!"

"Y'know the maximum months we can give her before we take away life support is three months." I gasped and turned to see the doctor standing in the doorway.

"Three months?"

"Yes, if she wakes up before the end of three months, there may be little brain damage."

"Oh. Can't you give her something to wake her up?"

"I'm sorry it's not possible in real life. We just have to wait and hope for the best."

"Ok. May I be alone with her? Can I stay with her tonight?"

"Yes, to both questions. I'll be here all night too. So, if you have any questions or need anything, just call me." He pointed to the number on the clipboard hanging up and walked out of the room.

"Kara, please wake up before the three months end. Please."

*Skip Ahead Three Months* *Last Day Kara Has To Wake Up*

Tom's Pov:

I looked out the window of the hospital room and sighed. Why must it be my turn to see if she woke up? I turned back to Kara and felt my heart beat faster. Was it possible...? No. It was impossible. I did not fall in love with her. I could not fall in love with someone who is in a coma. No. No. No. I shook my head and saw a twitch of her long, elegant fingers. Stop it Tom. Stop thi.....another twitch. Oh God! A slow blink of the eyes. And...

"Where the fuck am I?"

"Ahhhhh!!!!!" Kara turned towards me and screamed too.

"Jesus! What the hell?" She swung her legs off the bed and fell, well she would've fell if I hadn't caught her. Her hazel eyes were gold in the sunlight. WAIT! I had seen these eyes before.

"Don't you work at that dance studio/club next to that diner?" Kara nodded and I pushed a stray piece of hair behind her ear.

"I've seen you before. You're a real pretty thing." She blushed and then whacked me in the face. I let her go and she caught the bed before she could fall.

"What was that for?" I rubbed my jaw and grimaced. She packed some muscle.

"That is nothing to tell someone who just woke up and doesn't know where she is. And I sure as hell know I don't know you."

"You don't know me?"

"I know who you are, but I don't know you."

"We could get to know each other." That earned me another smack. Kara walked to the hospital room door just as Autumn was walking in. Autumndropped her coffee and it flooded all over the floor. She paid no attention, but ran to hug Kara, who stood like a stone in her embrace.

"I'm just gonna leave now." I scooted towards the door and walked out.

Kara's Pov:

"What the fuck happened?"

"You overdosed, got put in the hospital and you were in a coma." Autumn flounced over and hopped on the bed, patting the place beside her. I shook my head and looked out the window.

"Kara, what's wrong?"

"How could you say those things?"

"I didn't mean them. I promise."

"Y'know you did. It was all lies. I could've been fired because of your stupid shouting. I'm lucky my boss sympathizes with me." I turned around and wasn't surprised to see Autumn's cheeks covered with tears.

"Those things you said almost killed me. You want me to rot in hell? Fine. That's what I thought. I was going to try and do something right in my life. As obviously I've never done."

"Kara, no. You do a lot of things right. Lots."

"But I'm still a selfless bitch right? Right?!" I shook Autumn by the shoulders and began crying.  I crumpled to the ground and pushed Autumn away from me when she tried to hold me.

"Just go away. Go. Leave me alone. I don't want to see you right now. None of you. Except the doctor." I heard Autumn draw in a sharp breath and then heard her tell me good-bye. Minutes later the doctor walked in to look at me.

"You seem to be fine. It's amazing. No brain damage. Emotional damage, yes. I suspect that was there before though. Right?"

"I thought you were a doctor not a therapist." He chuckled and handed me a bag filled with clothes and everything I would need as he put it.

"Thanks." He nodded and walked out of the room, leaving me alone. I walked into the bathroom and slipped on everything in the bag after taking a shower. I brushed my hair, my teeth and started to do my make-up when Bill burst in.

"Ahhh! Sorry, sorry." I chuckled and grabbed his arm.

"No. What do you need?"

"I was just coming to ask if you were hungry. Tom decided he wasn't getting slapped again, good job by the way, and Autumn said you didn't want to see her. I seemed the likely canidate. So, are you hungry?"

"Yeah. Hey, can you help me with this?"

"Sure. Close your eye." I did as he said for the next ten minutes so he could put my make-up on.

"Thanks Bill. I feel weary to the bone and can hardly hold my arms up."

"Don't worry about it. Anytime you need your make-up done just ask me." I smiled and watched him walk out the door. Such a nice guy. If only Tom were like that....

Bill's Pov:

I walked out of Kara's room with her following me. We had just finished having a very interesting conversation. About hair and make-up. Jesus...

"Tom, maybe you should sit by Autumn."

"Fine with me." He gave Kara a slightly awed look that held a little something in it. I just couldn't figure it out. No girl had ever slapped Tom. Twice. He was usually so smooth. Was Kara throwing him off balance? I looked behind me and smiled. Obviously. She was gorgeous, with her long black hair, bright hazel eyes and china doll pale skin. Maybe it was that sparkle in her eyes. Or the way that dimple showed when she smiled.

"Bill, stop staring at me. I'm not a jigsaw puzzle you have to concentrate on. Doesn't your head hurt now? Thinking that hard?"

"No. Sorry. I was trying to figure out something. I guess I zoned out." She smiled and pushed me forward into the van. I fell in the seat and had her sit beside me. Tom looked down at the floor while Kara tried to focus her attention on anything but Tom. I leaned towards her ear.

"You like Tom. Don't you?" She shot me an evil look and shook her head.

"You do too."

"Do not!"

"What're you two whispering about over there?" I looked at Autumn and smiled.

"Nothing, baby. Just something I have to tell her about someone." Tom's head jerked up and he gave me a deadly glare. I chuckled and raised my eyebrows while pointing to Kara. Tom shook his head and moved to sit on the other side of me.

"Don't you do it."

"Do what?"

"I wasn't going to do anything." I gave him my innocent look and turned to look out the window. Which meant I was looking at Kara. Which meant I could lean down and tell her Tom liked her. I leaned down and did that exact thing. I turned back to Tom and saw he was blushing furiously. Kara was the same shade of red and as she looked at Tom her shade lessened to a pink and so did his. They burst out laughing and both of them fell out of their seats. I smirked and looked nonchalantly at my nails. This was gonna be a roller coaster ride of fun....

Autumn's Pov:

"Hey, Bill?" He looked up from his phone and raised an eyebrow.

"Yes?"

"Um...um...nevermind. Go back to messing with your phone." I looked down and took a sip of my milkshake. I could feel Bill still staring at me.

"Would you stop it. You're starting to creep me out."

"Sorry." I heard a series of beeps and then Bill mumbling. I looked up to see him standing and halfway towards the door. I sighed. Obviously, I wasn't worth anyone's time. I gave another large sigh and felt tears well up in my eyes. Ever since we were little I was always rejected by everyone, except Kara. Maybe it was because she was my twin, I don't know, but no matter what she was always there. Now she was either dancing or off with some guy.  I stood up right as the waitress bent down to pour Bill another drink. We bumped and Coca-cola went down the whole front of my shirt.

"Don't apologize. It was my fault. I-if Bill comes back, the guy I was with, tell him I'm in th-th-the ladies room." I walked off in that direction and locked myself in a stall as soon as I was in. I couldn't hold the tears back and it was better to have them out then in. They would just come out at a bigger force anyways. So, I sat on the toilet, crying for what felt like hours. It must have been that exact time too because the next thing I know, Bill is softly calling my name and looking under the stalls for a sign of anyone. I pulled my feet up and brushed away the tears.

"Autumn? Hey, are you in here? Autumn?" I closed my eyes as I saw his shadow before my stall door. He could have easily peeked under it and he would have seen me in a pathetic, crying ball. He'd probably run for his life and I would never see him again. My life would suck forever afterward.

"Autumn, please. I'm sorry for walking out on you. Can you talk to me?" And that was when I realized he could see my shadow. Well then, nothing left to do but talk, I guess.

"W-what do you w-w-want?" I tried to hide the waver in my voice and the rawness of my throat from crying but obviously it didn't work. The knob on the door tunrned and that's when I realized another thing. The lock was broken. Shit. I hid my face in my hands and moaned when I felt Bill's hands touching my knees. I peeked through my fingers and saw him crouched in front of me, a look of concern on his face.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have..."

"Shush. I'm not mad about that. Alright, I'm a little mad at it. Everyone leaves me."

"I had to take care of something. I'll never walk out on you again."

"Promise?" Bill smiled and took one of my hands to hook his pinky with mine.

"Pinky promise. Now may we go back out there and act as if I didn't walk out and you haven't been crying for the past three hours."

"Three hours? And you didn't even leave?" I stood up, making Bill topple backwards.

"Ow. No. I would never do that to you in a million years. I knew something wasn't right when you stayed in here for three hours. I was hoping you hadn't left me and escaped out the bathroom window."

"I couldn't do that. I like you too much." I mentally slapped myself, but knew I didn't need to, considering Bill's huge grin.

"Well, then. Shall we have a civilized date considering I like you to much to leave you in a bathroom for four hours." I laughed and hooked my arm in his again.

"Maybe we could skip this. I already paid the tab." Bill looked at me in horror.

"When?"

"Before I got coke spilled on me, I put down the money for the bill."

"Oh. Well, where shall we go?"

"To see my sister. Cause I have never seen her dance. She never lets me."

"Oh. Okay." I looked at Bill and raised an eyebrow.

"Where'd your spirit go? Liven up a bit. It's more like a dance club."

"She's not a stripper is she?" Bill gazed warily at me and I laughed.

"No, she isn't. She's just an entertainer there. Like singing, telling jokes and dancing."

"Alright. Cause if she was a stripper, I would be heading home and taking you with me." I stared at Bill with wide eyes.

"What do you mean?"

"Ummm....well....I mean to like hang out. Not like that! I swear I wasn't thinking like that! I use my brain! I swear!"

"Yeah, but sometimes your brain takes a little journey towards the netherlands. And that is only because you wanna girl for her body."

"I don't want  you just for your body. If I did I already would have tried. I don't like one night stands."

"I know."

"And if that ever happened, it wouldn't be a one night stand because I have good judgement and the girl I slept with would be...." I placed my hand over his mouth and raised both eyebrows.

"You talk a lot when you're nervous. Anyone ever tell you that?"

"Mmph. Ommph." I laughed and took my hand off his mouth.

"What'd you say?"

"I said yes. Once. And it was Tom. And I tackled him. We both fell in a huge mud puddle."

"Hey! That sounds like what me and Kara did yesterday!"

"Really?"

"Yeah."

Kara's Pov:

I sat on the stage and waited for the lights to come back on dramatically. Like they always did. Same act. Same song, dance, jokes. New crowd. The lights flickered back on and I stood.

"Ladies and Gentlemen our act of the night. Kara Killkenny." Immediately after the introduction I launched into a song.

"The moon is shining bright baby. Won't you love me tonight baby?" And on and on. The jokes came next.

"Why, if I could count every fucking time I've....Autumn!" I hopped off the stage and hugged my twin.

"Hey, Kara. Just came by to see how you were."

"I'm great. Hello, Bill."

"Woah! No, screaming fan girl craziness?"

"Nope. Sorry. You're shit outta luck. I don't hop on that train."

"Umm....alrighty then."

"Okie dokie. Autumn, babydoll, how are you? You look like you've been crying. Tell me what's wrong."

"I did cry. It was delayed. Bill walked out on me to take care of something. I started crying remembering what our childhood was like." I gave her a sad look and hugged her tightly.

"It's all okay. We're good. We're fine.'

"But that's the point. We aren't fine. You always leave me to go dance or you leave with some guy."

"I haven't left with some guy since that stupid day two years ago. I'd never do it again."

"But you were going to yesterday."

"Autumn, sweetie, he was good."

"How do you know? You said that about every guy. And he usually ended up beating the fuck out of you. Either that or convincing you that all women were for was to be fucked. Oh, you selfless bitch you don't even care about me. I hope you rot in hell!" I watched in shock as my twin, my only friend, the only one who understood me, walked out the door.

"Kara, it's okay. I'll help her cope."

"Bill, don't do me any favors. She doesn't realize what a cruel bitch the world is." With that I turned and walked to the back, feeling as if I was floating on air that was rotten. My lungs felt clogged and my heart beat in overtime. What the fuck? I sat down and cradled my head in my hands. I felt the hot moisture of my tears on my fingers and wiped them on my jeans. I grabbed my things and called to Jeremy that I was leaving, I needed the rest of the day off. He nodded and gave me a comforting hug. I waved good-bye and stepped out into the pouring rain. So what if I got wet. Autumn wanted me to rot in hell. I could do that or maybe I was already rotting in hell. I turned and started walking towards our house. The one place that would surely make me feel better lay in that house. In the medicine cabinet. And I was praying that it would heal me and help me forget.

*Morning*

Tom's Pov:

"Bill! Bill, get up!" My brother groaned and rolled over. I sighed, walked over to his side of the bed and poked him in the ribs. A good, hard poke. He yelped and sat up.

"Autumn is on the phone."

"Oh." He grabbed the phone and I walked out of the room.

*Ten minutes later*

"Tom! Tom!" I walked back into his room and saw his happy smile.

"What?!"

"She doesn't have to go to dance class. They canceled it because of the rain. Which means we have no concert Wednesday because we have no dance team. Means we have another day off. So I can sleep. Yay!" With that he pulled the covers back over him and in minutes I heard him softly snoring.

"Good night." I walked back out of the room and closed the door behind me.

Bill's Pov:

I awoke to a soft tickling by my ear. It felt like someone was breathing on me. I turned over and nearly screamed.

"Tom, what the hell are you doing in my bed?" He groaned and opened his eyes, only to let out a yelp. He scooted back and fell off the bed. I sat up and looked around. Noticing that this was not my room, but his.

"What the hell? Why am I in your bed?"

"I don't know. Go back to your bed. Damn, I was sleeping good too." Thunder shook the windows and I shrunk back under the covers.

"Don't make me go back to my room." Tom sighed and crawled back into the bed.

"Bill, it's thunder. It's out there and we're in here. It's not gonna hurt you." I stopped trembling and looked at him. Tom was right after all. It was only thunder and it was out there.

"Well, then what time is it?"

"About three in the afternoon."

"And it's that dark outside. Geez!" I hopped out of the bed and walked out of Tom's room. Just as I passed by the phone, it rang and I answered it.

"Hello?"

"Yo."

"Oh, hey Gustav."

"Yeah. Well, um, I saw Autumn just awhile ago and she told me to tell you to meet her."

"Where?"

"Dance studio."

"Okay." I hung up and rushed to my room to pull some clothes on.

*Thirty Minutes later*

"Kept me waiting long enough in this pouring rain, didn't you?"

"Sorry. Ran into a little trouble." Autumn smiled and took my arm in hers, shocking me.

"It's okay. So, where shall we go?"

"I don't know. Have you eaten yet?"

"No. There's this great place right beside Kara's work."

"Really?"

"Yeah. Amazing pizza." I laughed an Autumn looked at me.

"What did I say?!"

"My favorite food. Let's go. Oh, wait, where does she work?"

"At the only other dance studio in this place."

"Oh."

Our love is shit. You know why? He laughed at me. Tore my heart up and threw it on the ground. Asshole. I'm gonna rip his throat out. I loved him and it's all gone because he had to kill my soul. Shit. I can't go to sleep because I'm thinking if I ever really wanted him. He was lousy anyways. I have nothing left of him. He actually came and asked for his ring back. What a fucking loser! Dammit. I deleted all his pics off my computer and I hope I never see him again.

I know who I was talking about and I dare not repeat his name. He fucking sucks.

"Turn left, other left. Your left! No, wait. My left! Stop, stop, stop!" Rosalia walked over to Autumn and looked her straight in the eyes.

"You have exactly two days to get this right. If you can't dance, then you pack your bags and go back to Ireland. You hear me?" Autumn nodded nervously and watched Rosalia walk back to her spot in front of the dance team. They were supposed to be dancers for Tokio Hotel. Autumn didn't need to lose this part. She loved Tokio Hotel. More importantly she loved Bill Kaulitz, the singer. If she didn't get this part she'd either go home, as Rosalia had said, or she'd be put on the lights and effects team.

"Autumn! Pay attention. Spin, like this. Don't fall on your face." Autumn spun as Rosalia had showed her and tipped off balance. Before she could fall, however, strong hands caught her and gently placed her back on her feet.

"You should be more careful. These dance routines can be quite the ricky business. It's all about balance." Autumn swayed on her feet and closed her open mouth.

"What's a matter. Cat got your tongue?"

"N-n-no. I w-was just surprised. T-t-that's all."

"Bill! Get out of here. Your disrupting my class. And that young lady there needs lot of work. So, shoo." Bill flashed a smile at Autumn, waved at Rosalia and walked out the door.

"Dear sweet god."

*Three Hours Later*

"Remember Autumn. Two days is all we have to get this whole routine right!"

"Yeah, yeah. Bitch." Autumn waited until she was out of hearing range to expel a few more curses and threats.

"Hey. Hey!" She turned and sighed.

"Kara, how many times do I have to tell you not to wait for me? I'm old enough now to drive and everything."

"I know. I didn't follow you. And I know you're old enough. Hell, we're twins. I was just going to tell you I met someone and we're gonna go and hang out."

"No. You're not. You brought me here, made me sign up for that dance thing, and you are responsible for my misery."

"Well, then let me call him." Kara whipped out her cell and hit the speed dial.

"Hey. Yeah, it's me. I can't make it. No, my twin sis is wanting me home. Yeah, I guess we can. Yeah, yeah. Tuesday's fine. Bye." She slipped her cell back into her pocket and tugged on Autumn's arm, for she was completely zoned out.

"What?!"

"Eeek! Why are you so snitchy itchy bitchy?" Autumn laughed and slung her arm around Kara's shoulder.

"Just thinking."

"About what?"

"Bill Kaulitz."

"Again. You're never gonna be able to speak to him when you actually meet him if you end up day-dreaming about him naked." A blush crept into Autumn's cheeks, but she refused to smack Kara.

"I already met him."

"When?"

"Today. At the dance class. He caught me when I tipped off balance."

"Yeah. I wouldn't believe if it had nothing to do with you falling, tripping or any other clumsy thing."

"You're just as clumsy."

"Y'know me, though. Clumsy as an elephant yet graceful as a swan."

"Yeah, in the looks. Not the balance." Kara whacked her in the arm and she tipped off balance except this time no hands cauht her and she fell in a huge puddle of rainwater.

"Kara Lyinn!"

"Ooopss....." She tore off into a run and laughed merrily as Autumn tackled her and they both went down into a huge mud puddle.

Bill's Pov:

"You can't be serious."

"I am."

"How can you like her and not even know her name?"

"She has this thing about her. She didn't scream her head off wen I caught her although she couldn't really speak. She ahs this beautiful accent too. Irish."

"What the hell?! She's one of our dancers."

"I know. That's why it'd be easy to have a relationship with her. We'd be close."

"Unless she gets put on the lights and effects crew."

"She'll still come with us. I'll make sure of it."

"Eh, I do not understand your way of thinking."

"Well, don't try so hard and it won't give you a headache." Tom smiled and shook his head. Same old Bill.

"I think she's good for you, though." I turned in surprise.

"I mean, with how you kinda haven't really been happy in the past months. She makes you smile."

"Yeah. I can't believe I'll actually get to see her. Again and again."

"Bill!" Gustav rushed into the room, the phone in hand. I took it and put my ear to the speaker (no clue what that thing is. lol.) and gasped.

"Who is this?"

"It's Autumn. From uh... the dance class."

"You mean the girl who I caught today?"

"Yes."

"Oh my fucking god!" I dropped into a chair and smiled at Tom. I knew what my eyes were saying. 'I absolutely am in awe.'

"Is there a problem with me calling you because I could just tell Rosalia that...."

"No. What do ya need?"

"Well, Rosalia said that she wants you to come by to the studio. Tomorrow. She said she wants you there by seven."

"Awww, damn. I don't know if I can get up that early."

"Then you need some sleep. Serious sleep. Listen, if these girls at the dance class can get home at nine and still have to fix something to eat and then go to bed at like twelve. Well, let's just say if we can get up early after we went to bed late and we can still work our butts off, you do need some serious sleep." I laughed and hung my legs over the side of the chair.

"Alright, alright. Aye, aye Captain. I guess I'll be seeing you tomorrow then."

"Unless Rosalia puts me on the lights and effects crew."

"Well, I guess if I have to be there at seven, I should get some sleep."

"Ok."

"Goodnight, Autumn."

"Goodnight. Bill." I felt my heart skip a beat at the sound of my name passing from her lips. The Irish accent was there and I loved it.